mentally lost cel 1
A Ghost in Istanbul
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I can’t even comprehend how a bunch of people stay in a group and talk to each other? Like wtf? I’ve had really good friends circles before but now it seems everyone is either saying how cool they are or how I’m not cool and dumb
it was maybe because I grow up in a hellish environment with my pscho mom, step dad, and pscho real dad, I really think that a kid who’s been through that much beating and abuse from literally every family member loses something in his head
maybe it’s because of the schools I changed cuz the people were vastly different and I just don’t fit in,I sometimes wish I stayed in only one school
and now everyone is full of swag and the males are tough wannabe hip hop culture faggots and females are ultra sassy whores, I can’t fucking fit in with these people, is there something wrong with me? Or is everyone else just much wrong?
aside from that I hate people since I was a child,I was always the guy who hated the classroom cuz they were all normies ,I had a lot of friends though but now all I have is my pscho parents
i really can’t communicate with people anymore and I wish I find like minded people but who knows maybe the impossible will happen and I will find or create a group like the good old boys groups I had
i think things could’ve been different if I stayed with my people who know me
also you guys should feel better because I’m the biggest most pathetic loser on earth believe me, some of you have jobs and can study and shit while I can’t do anything so feel fucking better you fuckwads cuz I have worse than everyone on this forum
I don’t even have the will to get out of bed, my family despises me, no one even likes or loves me,I have zero friends but I ain’t gonna Kill myself, I’m gonna keep fighting this helluva world and keep going because that’s what you do
i really like petting stray cats and helping them I save them sometimes,I mostly love animals, also I really don’t think I’m autistic,I have social anxiety and I’m different than most people in a way I don’t know
people are hanging with their friends and I’m getting so fcking angry with them having fun time with their friends or lovers or even family! Cuz I fucking can’t! They must suffer as I have suffered! They must suffer with me!
I just wrote what came to my mind,I just want to Express my feelings most of the times , gonna write later
it was maybe because I grow up in a hellish environment with my pscho mom, step dad, and pscho real dad, I really think that a kid who’s been through that much beating and abuse from literally every family member loses something in his head
maybe it’s because of the schools I changed cuz the people were vastly different and I just don’t fit in,I sometimes wish I stayed in only one school
and now everyone is full of swag and the males are tough wannabe hip hop culture faggots and females are ultra sassy whores, I can’t fucking fit in with these people, is there something wrong with me? Or is everyone else just much wrong?
aside from that I hate people since I was a child,I was always the guy who hated the classroom cuz they were all normies ,I had a lot of friends though but now all I have is my pscho parents
i really can’t communicate with people anymore and I wish I find like minded people but who knows maybe the impossible will happen and I will find or create a group like the good old boys groups I had
i think things could’ve been different if I stayed with my people who know me
also you guys should feel better because I’m the biggest most pathetic loser on earth believe me, some of you have jobs and can study and shit while I can’t do anything so feel fucking better you fuckwads cuz I have worse than everyone on this forum
I don’t even have the will to get out of bed, my family despises me, no one even likes or loves me,I have zero friends but I ain’t gonna Kill myself, I’m gonna keep fighting this helluva world and keep going because that’s what you do
i really like petting stray cats and helping them I save them sometimes,I mostly love animals, also I really don’t think I’m autistic,I have social anxiety and I’m different than most people in a way I don’t know
people are hanging with their friends and I’m getting so fcking angry with them having fun time with their friends or lovers or even family! Cuz I fucking can’t! They must suffer as I have suffered! They must suffer with me!
I just wrote what came to my mind,I just want to Express my feelings most of the times , gonna write later