Have been feeling like this for a month now. Im not gay and am still sexualy attracted to females but there is something in me that doesnt want anything to do with them. In the past i always dreamt about getting a gf and showing her real love and affection, but that feeling has died? I keep looking at the girls around me and cant stop thinking about how they are all so disgusting. They act like sluts and dont have modesty. Most of them had many partners and arent virgins. How am i going to bond with a girl who has done all these thing? I cant love her and live with her knowing her past. Its sad but i cant do anything about it. I just want a girl thats like me but that seems impossible at this day and age.
