Serious I think i need it my father growing up

[Spectra]

although i dislike my father, I think i need him growing up, he would had given me discipline and guidance when i started to become a teenager, although he was a neurotic person I still need it him to correct me so i would have behaved in a correct way when i was a kid, but yeah. i cannot go back in time.

 

[BasedRiceBro]

I didn't have my father since I was 2

 

[Spectra]

I didn't have my father since I was 2

I knew my father and i still know him, the reason why I distanced from him was because my mother and i inmigrated to the US at the age of 9, my mother also met another person so she didnt wanted him to interfere with me.