While I was redpilled and working towards "the best version of myself", hoping that one girl would come - I somehow went through life, but with great pain.
Then one foid gave me some attention, which signaled my brain "finally, the work paid off". I recognised how much my life changed. My hormonal balance shifted, making me crave less for sugar, porn. Even I was about to let go some of my political views. Basically I got rid of most of my copes, just because foid smiled at me and asked me several personal questions looking interested in me.
But as soon as Chad would appear, all of her attention would go to him.
I was confused what just went on. But being in her presence over time, I could opserve how foids's brain operate and then I discovered blackpill.
Now, just as you I see no hope, no goal to pursue. My work productivity shrinked, I am mentally falling apart. I don't know how this would end...
