I talk about being lazy sure but my lack of balls is worse

[Pikacel]

It's a good thing to work hard for your own interests but if you can't stand up for your own interests, it's a waste of time. People will just push you out.

For example I started boxing for a few months at a young age then my dad pressured me out of it and I just stopped. So what's the point in wasting time on working hard on something when anyone can just gaslight or pressure me out of doing it?

Even peers can order me around and pressure me. Countless times I tried talking to a foid in school and they'd lash out at me going 'WHO WAS TALKING TO YOU??? IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS' when all I did was ask a question. And ofc I internalised it and submitted when I should've called her out for her disrespect. Who is she to lash out at me for asking a simple question? Who does she think she is? And some foids/normies would insult me just for existing. People could tell me to fuck off or STFU and I'd just obey them. How meek can I get

It's as if the moment I see some form of power (violence for males, authority for older people, and female disdain for foids) I immediately fold and try to appease the person in question by staying silent and tolerating their disrespect. Instead of standing up for myself and getting backup I just took it like a bitch. Then after people would go 'bro why didn't you stick up for yourself? He/she was being an asshole'

 

[Animecel2D]

Get some balls. Get some pokeballs @Pikacel

 

[drunken_sailor2500]

For example I started boxing for a few months at a young age then my dad pressured me out of it and I just stopped.

A real father would do the opposite

 

[Pikacel]

Get some balls. Get some pokeballs @Pikacel

Agreed

A real father would do the opposite

Well he said he was going to arrange something else and I just waited. The point is I could've ignored and kept going

 

[goop]

It's as if the moment I see some form of power (violence for males, authority for older people, and female disdain for foids) I immediately fold and try to appease the person in question by staying silent and tolerating their disrespect. Instead of standing up for myself and getting backup I just took it like a bitch. Then after people would go 'bro why didn't you stick up for yourself? He/she was being an asshole'

Years of constant negative reinforcement will do that to you to the point where you just accept that kind of treatment like its normal. I was so socially inept in school that I sometimes didn't even notice when others were being disrespectful or pushing my boundaries.

 

[Pikacel]

Years of constant negative reinforcement will do that to you to the point where you just accept that kind of treatment like its normal. I was so socially inept in school that I sometimes didn't even notice when others were being disrespectful or pushing my boundaries.

It’s annoying because you miss out on so much in life because of it

 

[Shay]

I'm convinced we are the same person at this point

 

[VanGobbel]

 

[Pikacel]

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