getting insulted in a game or anywhere online ruins my day and there are particularly memorable things that people have said that despite them not knowing me and moving on in 10 minutes still resurface in my head months later.
Normies don't have to deal with this because they have other things in their life, they have all sorts of sources of validation to boost their ego and self esteem to where someone calling them stupid is never a big deal. my self worth has been stripped away my whole life and continues to be stripped away from every angle, even by my own parents to the point where every word against me is basically a critical hit.
It's made worse by the fact that my mind has been so rotted by this site I can't think of any good comebacks besides: "fuck you filthy nigger i'm going to rape your mom till she drowns in her blood" which would be satisfying to say but gets filtered instantly anywhere but here; I've been forced onto a different wavelength than 99% of people to the point where I'm speaking a different language than them that they can't understand so I just have to stay quiet and take the abuse.
Normies don't have to deal with this because they have other things in their life, they have all sorts of sources of validation to boost their ego and self esteem to where someone calling them stupid is never a big deal. my self worth has been stripped away my whole life and continues to be stripped away from every angle, even by my own parents to the point where every word against me is basically a critical hit.
It's made worse by the fact that my mind has been so rotted by this site I can't think of any good comebacks besides: "fuck you filthy nigger i'm going to rape your mom till she drowns in her blood" which would be satisfying to say but gets filtered instantly anywhere but here; I've been forced onto a different wavelength than 99% of people to the point where I'm speaking a different language than them that they can't understand so I just have to stay quiet and take the abuse.
"I've just spent soo much time playing League of Legends but because I don't have IRL friends to play it with, I can't get better at this clearly Team based game. I've wasted soo much of my time playing it, it was over before it began"
