I start to lose it any time a girl talks to me

[Potbellypos]

This girl said hi to me at work today and my mind just kicked into overdrive. "DOES SHE LIKE ME? DON'T STARE AT HER! LOOK SOMEWHERE ELSE SO YOU DON'T LOOK AT HER TITS! NOW SHE THINKS YOU'RE AUTISTIC BECAUSE YOU WON'T MAKE EYE CONTACT. MAYBE YOU SHOULD ASK HER OUT YOU MAKE GOOD MONEY NOW AND YOU'VE LOST WEIGHT BUT SHIT I DON'T WANT TO GET FIRED OVER SEXUAL HARASSMENT CHARGES SHE PROBABLY ALREADY HAS A BOYFRIEND ANYWAY AND SHE'S ONLY NICE BECAUSE I WORK HERE!" Any time I try talking to girls online(I'd never dream of trying in real life) I just start going crazy and then I start drinking because I get so miserable and it fucks my whole life up. I was becoming such an alcoholic that I gave up on women again and now I haven't had a drink in months. Just having simple conversations with them makes me hate myself and it puts me in so much agony I just wish women would stop existing. I can feel the panic building up from just thinking about it.

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

Autism

 

[Kurdish_Incel]

mentalcel.

 

[KrallFallen]

 

[TheLivingFailure]

I don't understand why you lose it. If you already know no one desires you it shouldn't worry you in the first place.

 

[Incelibate anarchist]

I feel you bro,its hard being aspie.

 

[Deleted member 1627]

Girls never say hi to me

 

[GreenBull]

Girls never say hi to me

Pretty much this, but back in 2012 December a girl said hi to me and I felt the exact same way OP describes. I didn't drink but still that was tough for me to reply. I was 16 then but I've never been able to get any girl of my age to even look at me ever before or after that encounter.

 

[newcel997]

mentalcel.

 

[Deleted member 6753]

itt OP brags that women actually speak to him

 

[Tellem-T]

It means nothing, you are not fully blackpilled yet