I dropped out of university at 20. I'm 26 now and my life never got any better than that first year of university, full of hope in a nice new place, a nice green big campus full of thousands of young people, loads of girls. I really thought I was gonna get somewhere in life that year, and I was a loser before as well, so It felt like I had almost won the lottery. All I needed was a girlfriebd. I never get one obviously and I ended up dropping out and now I have no job and finances are really hard recently. I don't want to work on warehouses or factories. I don't want to be on benefits. I wanted to make real money and have girls interested in me. I don't think I can even come back from this, dropout with no work for years and criminal record and my family don't like me either. It's really really over this time. It's not just normal over. It's fully over. I'm terrified of heights or I would just jump off something tall tbh.
