I remember in 11th grade biology lesson

[takurak]

It was my first time going to a co-ed school, having been from an all boys school my whole life. The co-ed school I went to was a private one that only took the best of the best students ..

I was in Biology class and my teacher used to make fun of me hardcore with a passive aggressive tone. She gave us all fishes and told us to disect them and locate their organs

Having never done it before I was struggling very hard meanwhile all my classmates could do it easily. My teacher kept on saying 'Oh as expected 'Oh dear' ..then she calls out a guy . Lets call this guy Elliot, so she calls Elliot to help me out and says to him 'Oh Elliot I know you already know this but this student just cannot understand anything so help him'

And every single lesson was like that. It made me feel like a failiure but I kept on denying it to myself. That I am not a failiure and Im equally as good as them. My teacher would even say my grades out loud and I was below them each time. My own classmates did not consider me their equal because they considered me dumb.

The thing is stuff like this isn't the worst of things that happen to us. I asked out a girl, lets say her name is Elizabeth. So Elizabeth  told the whole school and they all bullied me from then on towards it. I was so bad at confrontations that I called her Miss Elizabeth when asking her out and then the next day when I was putting stuff in my locker, I hear this in the background 'Hey! did you hear about this loser that asked out Elizabeth. I wonder where Miss Elizabeth is now' and I did not even know anyone in the school. I started taking pathways that no one took so I could avoid them because I feared they would make fun of me. I was so embarrassed to have asked out a girl, I was unable to make friends throughout the entire year and girls found me creepy. I did make a best friend though but when I left the school he informed me that the girls questions him why he hung out with me and why I was such a huge creep.



Now I know a lot worse happens to people in life and we can't be whiners but it just feels like our looks experience shaped so much of our personalities. And we are still ugly, we would get treated even worse. Normies will never understand whats it like to be lower than them

 

[takurak]

Alpha stacy controls the actions of everyone in high school. If she designates you as a creep the entire stacy spectrum is alerted and everyone will judge you without even getting to know you. It's a flaw in human biology, when one person finds something dangerous and alerts the crowed we all find it dangerous, it's essential for our survival.

We don't live like cavemen anymore. 

If Stacy called me a creep but I looked like a Chad, the stacy network would judge her mental ability to perceive and flaunt themselves over me regardless of what the other stacy bitch thinks.

Unfortunately all stacy are the exact replica of each other so if I were Chad, I wouldn't be called a creep in the first place

 

[Minjaze]

When you're ugly, simply experessing attraction is considered an offence. You are expected to be an asexual robot who shouldn't even think about being a poor girl's boyfriend.