- Feb 28, 2018
- 190d 11h 45m
"Monsters have things they want, too"
"and monsters try really hard..."
"So why do they always end up getting killed?"
"I root for them!, What about what I think?!"
"monsters are just cooler"
"Why should the popular win, while the hated lose?"
"If that's how the world works..."
"I'll become the strongest monster, and I will lose to no one"
Garou has definitely made it into my fav anime characters list, basically the only reason I'm watching one punch man right now
I remember when I first watch the episode for that scene (Season 2 Episode 4), it caught me off guard, I never expected to see a scene like that in my entire life, it captured something I thought about the world perfectly, shit hit me harder than I thought possible, I legit felt myself about to tear up
As the years went on from my teens into adulthood I I started to see myself as the antagonist of this world, because the dreams I had, the things I wanted, were in direct conflict with the world, and were labelled as "bad" or "evil". I noticed that I'd be rooting for villains in tv series and anime because their aspirations aligned with mines more, the goals and aspirations of the heroes were always cliche and "surface level", they never aim for anything of true greatness, its always just about pointless simple things that lead nowhere for them
Into my late teens and onward, I always had one impossible dream, to be the end of everything, if I could wipe out everything, the entire planet, I could die completely satisfied
The real reason I likely haven't gone ER yet is because a few dozen people is not enough for me, nor is even millions and it never will be enough, I could never kill that few many people and tell myself that's good enough. I want billions, I want a humanity on the brink of extinction level feat, nobody even has to know that I caused it, I just need to know and that would be enough (but if I could make such a thing happen letting normies know and watching them rage and rush to kill me would be most satisfying, I would gladly accept my death then, them getting to kill me is the least I could offer them JFL)