Serious I really want to have sex tonight

[VλREN]

It hurts dudes.

Never really felt it this bad before, but it feels super bad tonight like I physically need it at the moment. I’ve experienced and endured nights were I couldn’t sleep and was pacing around like a mental patient until 4 or 5 in the morning but that wasn’t about sex but rather stress and dread, this is way different.

Probably because I have a massive crush on my foid coworker, she is so hot and actually super nice, shockingly she isn’t a bitch to me. She tries to be friendly with me (before I am condemned as a fakecel, she is nice to literally everyone and she has a boyfriend already)

but I think this is most definitely fueling what I feel tonight. Guys I literally think about her 24/7 and as cucked as it sounds she’s one of the few reasons why I endure my job and don’t 100% hate all foids, just 98% of them (She did kinda height shame me though)

I was planning on 100% no fap maxing in order to ascend via lucid dreaming but I just can’t do it, no fap at the moment isn’t possible but I also don’t want to jerk off at all. I thought about it and it’s a sea of endless lonely nights hoping to have a lucid dream lol

I was looking at porn and completely stopped, I don’t want to jerk off to porn like a cuck I want actual sex.

I want to have sex with her.

 

[NocturnalCel]

escortmaxxing is the only chance we have. Privatedelights.ch has the best whores

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

 

[VλREN]

escortmaxxing is the only chance we have. Privatedelights.ch has the best whores

Damn that’s depressing honestly


Come to think of it, I never really thought it out like an adult I still remain some what blue pilled that I’ll ascend via the end of the decade

 

[VλREN]

4GIFS.com

 

[LeonTheSilent]

ascend via lucid dreaming

WHAT ? How does it work ?

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I’m horny af and need a bitch to fuck

 

[VλREN]

WHAT ? How does it work ?

I don’t know actually

There’s guilds you can find online for it, however I fear that it only works for certain individuals.

I just assume that if I do no fap long enough and attempt to change my environment that I could eventually trigger it.

One way you could trigger one is by giving your self “reality checks” 24/7 (looking at your hands, environment and realizing your awake and in the real world)

 

[despisedpaul]

When I was 15-16 I was so horny I would coom 4 times a day. Im only 22 and my testosterone is already declining and I crave sex less and less. Its sad to have missed out and been frustrated all these years.

 

[despisedpaul]

I will ascend with a whore by the end of the year before my youth is totally lost and im cucked forever

 

[LeonTheSilent]

B

I don’t know actually

There’s guilds you can find online for it, however I fear that it only works for certain individuals.

I just assume that if I do no fap long enough and attempt to change my environment that I could eventually trigger it.

One way you could trigger one is by giving your self “reality checks” 24/7 (looking at your hands, environment and realizing your awake and in the real world)

Be careful dude. What If you do reality shifting and get yourself trapped in the back rooms?

 

[VλREN]

B

Be careful dude. What If you do reality shifting and get yourself trapped in the back rooms?

Sounds fun tbh

 

[VλREN]

When I was 15-16 I was so horny I would coom 4 times a day. Im only 22 and my testosterone is already declining and I crave sex less and less. Its sad to have missed out and been frustrated all these years.

Damn am the same age as you, turned 22 last November

 

[LeonTheSilent]

Damn that’s depressing honestly


Come to think of it, I never really thought it out like an adult I still remain some what blue pilled that I’ll ascend via the end of the decade

Yeah like... In the end what we really crave is love. Sex should be just part of a bigger paint.

 

[Juiceldom]

escortmaxxing is the only chance we have. Privatedelights.ch has the best whores

There are better things to do with the money tho

 

[IronGuard27]

I feel the same. I also have a foid crush in my university, she Is nice and beautiful but sadly she already has a boyfriend. I fucking hate this unfair life so much, I cry everyday and sadly I cannot escortmaxx because I'm broke and escorts are illegal in my country.

 

[FrankLin]

I also had a crush on a coworker and ended up changing jobs to stop obsessing over her and to keep my sanity – it helped after a year of not seeing her. Btw I never actually talked to her. I think I only liked her for her looks, but she was exactly my type.

 

[AnApparentMyth]

I hate those late nights where you lie in bed and desire something like that. It could be us...damn it