Serious I really need something to calm myself down

[Mortis]

If it's not going to be the voice of my loving girlfriend then it has to be somekind of medically prescribed drug.

The stress I feel on a day to day basis is killing me. I legit can't keep living like this, it is physical and mental torture.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Over for you when you hear your imaginary gf voice

 

[Mortis]

Over for you when you hear your imaginary gf voice

You have that too?

 

[LeFrenchCel]

You have that too?

No(t yet)

 

[Mortis]

No(t yet)

I am going absolutely insane, I don't recognise the person I was 2 months ago, that's how fast I am degenerating.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I am going absolutely insane, I don't recognise the person I was 2 months ago, that's how fast I am degenerating.

What no pussy does to a truecel

 

[Lurkercel0]

Look into drugs that increase GABA or serotonin. Have you watched "her" btw?

 

[⭑papers]

If it's not going to be the voice of my loving girlfriend

There it is. That's it
Problem is, you can't get it, you may be able to supress the feeling for a while, but it's gonna come back, and harder

 

[wereq]

I recommend a hobby like art or music.

 

[Mortis]

I recommend a hobby like art or music.

I play the piano but I have such crazy depressive episodes that I don't practice anymore. Here's some of the shit I did

Piano: Grandma (destruction) from NieR automata

It sounds a bit patchy, definitely the end because I just learned that yesterday but I finally can play it all from memory :feelsautistic: Potentially intrested users:

incels.is

Dmitri Shostakovich - the second waltz

View: https://voca.ro/19dyTaSze3sd Normally I post these to sewers, but this is genuinely one of the more relatively "advanced" pieces I have learned. Keep in mind I am an ethnic taking a shot at the white man's music so it's not going to be 100%. My DNA is unfortunately hardwired to slam...

incels.is

God how I wish I could go back to September, that's how fast my life can get even more shit than it already is.

 

[Mortis]

Have you watched "her" btw?

Never heard of it, what is it about?

 

[Lurkercel0]

Never heard of it, what is it about?

Incel has an ai gf that talks to him but doesn't have a physical form but it's been a while since I've seen it.

 

[wereq]

I play the piano but I have such crazy depressive episodes that I don't practice anymore. Here's some of the shit I did

Piano: Grandma (destruction) from NieR automata

It sounds a bit patchy, definitely the end because I just learned that yesterday but I finally can play it all from memory :feelsautistic: Potentially intrested users:

incels.is

Dmitri Shostakovich - the second waltz

View: https://voca.ro/19dyTaSze3sd Normally I post these to sewers, but this is genuinely one of the more relatively "advanced" pieces I have learned. Keep in mind I am an ethnic taking a shot at the white man's music so it's not going to be 100%. My DNA is unfortunately hardwired to slam...

incels.is

God how I wish I could go back to September, that's how fast my life can get even more shit than it already is.

sooo good!

 

[Epedaphic]

I’m sorry dude

I am having a hard time handling it too but I think it’ll be okay… but I don’t know how I’m supposed to spend the rest of my life like this while watching normies having fun as couples every time I step outside

 

[fallenghost]

If it's not going to be the voice of my loving girlfriend then it has to be somekind of medically prescribed drug.

The stress I feel on a day to day basis is killing me. I legit can't keep living like this, it is physical and mental torture.

I almost had a mental breakdown today as I was feeling frustrated doing the same shit routine daily. Went out to the shops today and was waiting for someone to try me so that I can go off the rails and treat them as a punching bag