Seriously, I don't fucking like anything about myself anymore. Im a worthless, lazy, idiotic, ugly, and porn addicted piece of shit because its how i cope with being alone. Despite what a lot of people say, I as a human being am deserving of love and intimacy, it is my right to not just have sex, but to have a strong emotional bond with a female just like everyone else. I may be ugly and neurodivergent, and im not good at socializing or anything, but does that truly mean i deserve to be alone? To be ignored? Is this my destiny? Will i rot in loneliness whilst having little to no goals nor aspirations for the future? Im a waste of life, even god would spit in my face if he saw me. If i was worthy of a girlfriend id honest to god cherish her, but the blackpill is truth, I'm simply just not worthy.
