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I've been blackpilled for years with full knowledge of the way looks impact all areas of life like success in career and friendships.
And still, I was just washed over with a new wave of depression. I imagined some subpar looking massagist trying to find his place in the world and seeing all the foid customers go to his Chad colleague for his looks. I was reminded of my bluepilled years when I didn't know the root cause for my rejections and failures. In the end, the blackpill is a blessing. Better to know why you're suffering than to life in confusion and self-blame.
And still, I was just washed over with a new wave of depression. I imagined some subpar looking massagist trying to find his place in the world and seeing all the foid customers go to his Chad colleague for his looks. I was reminded of my bluepilled years when I didn't know the root cause for my rejections and failures. In the end, the blackpill is a blessing. Better to know why you're suffering than to life in confusion and self-blame.
