Serious I put effort into all the wrong things

[anon65]

I will spend hours every day researching and learning about the world in almost every conceivable manner, debating concepts in my head, designing random shit, but as soon as it comes time for me to do something at work or university, suddenly I am retarded, work slower, and can't wait to fucking sprint out of there to leave.

At many points I just give up and leave class early because fuck it.

Why was I made like this? I will never have enough money to have a semi enjoyable life.

 

[Sir Silentium]

Same happens for me, and I can only focus on work that I am interested in.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

if you werent subhuman and succeeded at these things, they wouldnt be wrong

 

[Gfx.ia]

Highly relatable post

 

[Caichan]

I was like this too but I just try hard now

 

[The Death Devil]

THIS IS A VERIFIED INCEL TRAIT

 

[anon65]

Same happens for me, and I can only focus on work that I am interested in.

Exactly. I cannot stand sitting through hours of classes where I'm fighting to not go to sleep.

if you werent subhuman and succeeded at these things, they wouldnt be wrong

True. I will never have the balls to try and start a company, actually invent something, or otherwise. I am too afraid of failure because I have accepted that I would fail no matter what.

 

[The Death Devil]

I'm shocked to see that everyone else seems to have this problem too. I always get hung up on random things, but as soon as I NEED to do something, I become utterly incompetent. I think I just have a massive problem with the idea of being told that I need to do something... I loathe responsibility, I suppose.

 

[anon65]

I'm shocked to see that everyone else seems to have this problem too. I always get hung up on random things, but as soon as I NEED to do something, I become utterly incompetent. I think I just have a massive problem with the idea of being told that I need to do something... I loathe responsibility, I suppose.

At my job I have to inspect shit and pass it on in manufacturing, if I inspect something wrong, there could easily be a consequence of tens of thousands of dollars. If I think about this long enough I freak out because this is my only job prospect, and I can't make like a single mistake.

 

[Qech__]

I will spend hours every day researching and learning about the world in almost every conceivable manner, debating concepts in my head, designing random shit, but as soon as it comes time for me to do something at work or university, suddenly I am retarded, work slower, and can't wait to fucking sprint out of there to leave.

At many points I just give up and leave class early because fuck it.

Why was I made like this? I will never have enough money to have a semi enjoyable life.

Feel the exact same thing. Like to read about fancy math, algorithms, and cool ideas all the time. Can't write code for shit at school. Makes me feel like a arrogant larper who's acting above his station.

 

[Qech__]

At my job I have to inspect shit and pass it on in manufacturing, if I inspect something wrong, there could easily be a consequence of tens of thousands of dollars. If I think about this long enough I freak out because this is my only job prospect, and I can't make like a single mistake.

Certainly your workplace has redundancy, no? Multiple people check it so if one person makes the wrong judgement there will be a safety net?

 

[The Death Devil]

At my job I have to inspect shit and pass it on in manufacturing, if I inspect something wrong, there could easily be a consequence of tens of thousands of dollars. If I think about this long enough I freak out because this is my only job prospect, and I can't make like a single mistake.

Wow, thank God I'm so low-IQ that I'm just going to end up working at some insignificant career.

 

[anon65]

Certainly your workplace has redundancy, no? Multiple people check it so if one person makes the wrong judgement there will be a safety net?

Sometimes multiple people check, but usually we are so far behind on fulfilling orders we need to pass shit along ASAP. And if something goes wrong that adds to the days behind, scrap, and wasted money.

Wow, thank God I'm so low-IQ that I'm just going to end up working at some insignificant career.

I am going into a cortisol maxxing field with low pay. Truly fun to fail out of engineering because I'm unable to do high level math.

 

[cathuluelitist]

if you werent subhuman and succeeded at these things, they wouldnt be wrong