I never had a choice in my behavior; my school experience was basically the brainwashing from a clockwork orange

[ack]

I've always been a respectful person throughout my life regardless of what normcucks would think looking at my posts here. I've never insulted anyone, I haven't talked about people behind their backs, I don't think I've said a rude word to anyone irl in my life, but this just pisses me off because I never had a choice.

You NEED to be at a higher level in the social hierarchy to bully someone. I couldn't do that, everyone else was above me and could take their anger out on me while all I could do was submit and be timid and respectful and accept everything that came at me.

Therefore every action in my life was meaningless, I did all the right things but made zero choices, I was literally just fucking condemned to run on autopilot my whole life, just watching things play out while the people around me had a say in their actions, they could be who they wanted to be while all I could be was who they wanted me to be.

If I had a choice I probably still would've been nice and respectful but it doesn't fucking matter, the CHOICE is whats important.

I've tried to explain this to my dad and THIS FUCKER just gets upset at me. He asks why I would ever want to not be nice, why I would want to be an asshole, or a bully when thats not what I said. Thats not what I wanted, what I wanted was a say in my own life.

 

[H8mychudlife]

Omfg You need to work on personality

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Brutal

 

[Soystein]

You NEED to be at a higher level in the social hierarchy to bully someone. I couldn't do that, everyone else was above me and could take their anger out on me while all I could do was submit and be timid and respectful and accept everything that came at me.

I disagree with this part.

If you are bigger and stronger there is nothing they can do. Feel free to talk lots of shit back to them.

 

[ack]

I disagree with this part.

If you are bigger and stronger there is nothing they can do. Feel free to talk lots of shit back to them.

I guess you can in a one on one situation but afterwards your chad victim is the one who's gonna be getting comforted while everyone glares at you and thinks of you as evil (and the adults like teachers or the principle who are even bigger yet give you some sort of punishment)