Cope I need to go back to my old bluepill mentality

[Pikacel]

Of just jestering and talking to whoever I want, not really caring about humiliation etc. Because self-awareness and mutism is NOT working

That way I’m still autistic but at least I’m capable of doing things and interacting with people. Rn I’m burdened by a crippling sense of shame and self-consciousness to the point of perma-ldaring. This perpetuates a cycle where I never self improve or try in life due to staying at home

Plus I think blackcels can get away with jestermaxxing more. Occasionally you’ll see an autistic jester black guy eventually get crumbs of pussy after endless miles of rejection due to retarded bruteforce

 

[hatepilled]

jester never works

 

[Pikacel]

jester never works

Ofc

But I think we are meant to be bluepilled. The problem with blackpill is you can’t really change anything. Bluepill at least helps you function in day to day life

Looksmaxxing is just a cope, chads will use it to realise their potential while coping incels just vicariously live through them Lol

 

[hatepilled]

Ofc

But I think we as humans are meant to be bluepilled. The problem with blackpill is you can’t really change anything. Bluepill at least helps you function in day to day life without roping

Looksmaxxing is just a cope, chads will use it to realise their potential while coping incels just vicariously live through them Lol

eh, bluepill is for cucks such as my father

 

[Pikacel]

eh, bluepill is for cucks such as my father

Looks yes

But for genetic non-NTs we can’t afford to be aware of our social awkwardness or what people think of us.

 

[hatepilled]

Looks yes

But for genetic non-NTs we can’t afford to be aware of our social awkwardness or what people think of us.

it is too late my self awareness is too engraved into me

 

[Pikacel]

it is too late my self awareness is too engraved into me

Just find a way to cope. It’s not worth it

 

[hatepilled]

Just find a way to cope.

L-D-A-R

 

[Pikacel]

L-D-A-R

Not worth it IMO. You have to accept being unlikeable

 

[hatepilled]

Not worth it IMO. You have to accept being unlikeable

i havent gone outside in 3 months, i smell like cum and i have the poorest hygiene imaginable, best life ive lived since i gained consciousness

 

[Pikacel]

i havent gone outside in 3 months, i smell like cum and i have the poorest hygiene imaginable, best life ive lived since i gained consciousness

Ofc for self aware autists this is our peak life

But if you deluded yourself you could live a more functional lifestyle IMO. Just ignore normies and foids

 

[hatepilled]

Ofc for self aware autists this is our peak life

But if you deluded yourself you could live a more functional lifestyle IMO. Just ignore normies and foids

not possible, i get laughed at and bullied, called an ugly faggot and punched in the dick multiple times

 

[poorenglishcel]

Idk i might want back to 2020 when i was still in school but covid would never happen and i would never discover the blackpill. I would have then been able to cope with talking to my classmates in the school. Because of online classes, i never talked with anyone. And now i live totally isolated from everyone.

 

[Pikacel]

not possible, i get laughed at and bullied, called an ugly faggot and punched in the dick multiple times

Believe you’re better than them, fight back, insult their mothers, just keep resisting until they stop bothering

 

[Rapistcel]

jester never works

 

[hatepilled]

Believe you’re better than them, fight back, insult their mothers, just keep resisting until they stop bothering

lol i dropped him then almost killed him but i got held back, but now i see no purpose because i am going to die eventually

 

[Pikacel]

lol i dropped him then almost killed him but i got held back, but now i see no purpose because i am going to die eventually

Real nigga shit tbh

 

[hatepilled]

Real nigga shit tbh

my incel rage doesnt take shit from anyone

 

[Pikacel]

my incel rage doesnt take shit from anyone

If you have incel rage why NEET or give up

World is your oyster

also make fun of your ugliness so normies can bully you even more while pretending to be 'joking'

I should’ve dissed other ppl’s ugly traits more often but sadly am a coward Fml

 

[hatepilled]

If you have incel rage why NEET or give up

World is your oyster

because it simply isnt enough for the hate foids and normies have for me

 

[Zeref]

You're probably talking about becoming whitepilled

 

[Freixel]

Blackpill is like a virus, the virus of reality coursing through your veins.

The only way to blind yourself to it would be to force your mind to believe in fantasies, but how possible is that for a naturally rational person?

 

[Nithingr]

Boiled down, you may just be wanting to lighten up around normies which is commendable but in no way contrary to being blackpilled. Your self awareness doesn't have to be revoked, it can be maintained whilst you break down your sense of shame at jestering around normies for the functional benefits it provides. If you actually became blue pilled again you might crash out or rope which is what a lot of blue pilled jesters do.