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shynesskills
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I need it, I need it, I need it but I can’t get it because I was rejected from the beginning.
I need sex so bad because I have never been loved in my life.
I’m traumatized by my childhood, so my personality is stuck there, but my desire is that of a grown man. I will never be successful with women in this world if I don’t change my whole personality. But then my desire kicks in when I see those attractive girls, and I regret that I wasn’t born a female, because I could just choose the best available boy from all these good looking chads and have fun with them. Just as my pussy tingles I could get sensation and satisfaction, no work, no delay. But no pussy ever tingled for me, no female ever felt the desire to mix her precious DNA with mine.
But I still need it I love to see them, I fantasize about them a lot, but I envy that I can’t be with them. I envy them as well, and it hurts so much to be rejected, to not get my needs met, and to be told that I’m not good enough (yet?)
I need sex so bad because I have never been loved in my life.
I’m traumatized by my childhood, so my personality is stuck there, but my desire is that of a grown man. I will never be successful with women in this world if I don’t change my whole personality. But then my desire kicks in when I see those attractive girls, and I regret that I wasn’t born a female, because I could just choose the best available boy from all these good looking chads and have fun with them. Just as my pussy tingles I could get sensation and satisfaction, no work, no delay. But no pussy ever tingled for me, no female ever felt the desire to mix her precious DNA with mine.
But I still need it I love to see them, I fantasize about them a lot, but I envy that I can’t be with them. I envy them as well, and it hurts so much to be rejected, to not get my needs met, and to be told that I’m not good enough (yet?)