Lobo
Fallen Angel
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- Joined
- Sep 9, 2022
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I missed out on normal friends when I was a kid because I was too insecure and therefore only ended up with equally or more insecure kids.
I missed out on not being the guy who was constantly humiliated by the entire classroom which was a repetition of what I lived with my family.
I missed out on teen love because girls not only had 0 interest in me (as it’s obvious), they also laughed at me.
I missed out on not being a tiny brown twig that got severely physically and verbally bullied.
Now I have extreme anxiety (always shaking), depression, PTSD (all diagnosed), no friends and daily problems with my family for not being the son they expected
How does suicide not make total sense?
I missed out on not being the guy who was constantly humiliated by the entire classroom which was a repetition of what I lived with my family.
I missed out on teen love because girls not only had 0 interest in me (as it’s obvious), they also laughed at me.
I missed out on not being a tiny brown twig that got severely physically and verbally bullied.
Now I have extreme anxiety (always shaking), depression, PTSD (all diagnosed), no friends and daily problems with my family for not being the son they expected
How does suicide not make total sense?