Fuck I miss having friends.
I haven't talked with a single person not directly related to me outside of a workplace or business setting in 5 years, in high-school my friend group was small but I still had one, and we would occasionally get invited to shit and it would be chill, doing ANYTHING is so much better when it's with people, but the truth is people don't make new friends as adults and an adult sub5 male trying to make friends with people younger than them is asking to be demonized and having the police called on you.
One of my friends from high-school became a tranny so I stopped talking to them and the other person I was close with we just kind of fell out over the years and I'm not sure what they think about me anymore, I think they might resent me some for cutting the other person off idk, but those were my only contacts after high-school and now I have NOTHING.
Honestly if I had real friends I think being an incel wouldn't bother me so much, whenever I would hang out with my friends my brain would light up with dopamine and everything would feel like it's going to be ok.
I know if I had one other fucking person who genuinely wanted to hang out with me and play video games or some shit every other week I would be 100 times happier, we are social creatures we need to interact with other people in social settings!
I haven't talked with a single person not directly related to me outside of a workplace or business setting in 5 years, in high-school my friend group was small but I still had one, and we would occasionally get invited to shit and it would be chill, doing ANYTHING is so much better when it's with people, but the truth is people don't make new friends as adults and an adult sub5 male trying to make friends with people younger than them is asking to be demonized and having the police called on you.
One of my friends from high-school became a tranny so I stopped talking to them and the other person I was close with we just kind of fell out over the years and I'm not sure what they think about me anymore, I think they might resent me some for cutting the other person off idk, but those were my only contacts after high-school and now I have NOTHING.
Honestly if I had real friends I think being an incel wouldn't bother me so much, whenever I would hang out with my friends my brain would light up with dopamine and everything would feel like it's going to be ok.
I know if I had one other fucking person who genuinely wanted to hang out with me and play video games or some shit every other week I would be 100 times happier, we are social creatures we need to interact with other people in social settings!
