Venting I literally have no motivation to do anything

[Deleted member 23656]

When I was a NEET I lacked so much motivation that I couldn't be fucked to turn on the PC to look at youtube. That takes too much effort. Its also why I haven't gamed or got into any news. You need to put an investment of time and energy to get into those things. I just couldn't be fucked.

So I spent most of my time looking up at the ceiling on my bed.

Now Im back to wagecucking and I still can't be fucked. I used to think its coz I'm not getting paid enough or my job isn't cool enough. But truth is they could pay me 2x my salary and give me a cooler job and I still wouldn't feel any better. Truth is I hate working and I don't like being forced to listen to other people's orders. Especially if its some dumb foid's one. I hate having to wake up before 7 and waste my time going to a soul sucking office everyday. Thats why I hope to win the lottery or buy the next bitcoin so I can live my life freely like Notch.

But that won't happen. So what exactly do I have to look forward to in life? Nothing. Thats why I have no motivation. People only have motivation when there is something to fight for.

A lot of times I hope that I just go to sleep and never wake up the next day. Sadly I hear the alarm sound every morning to remind myself I'm still alive.

 

[Pengwin]

I spent most of my time looking up at the ceiling on my bed.

Must have been heaven tbh

 

[Karlakarl]

Depression doesn't last forever. I was VERY depressed. Couldn't get out of bed. Now, I just cope. But lost my job. That sucks, because I think it really makes a difference. Time passes faster, and you can afford better food. Food is really one of the best things with life

 

[dirtykombatcel]

You have the motivation to go to work, that means you have the motivation to have copes as well.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I have nothing at all

 

[bait____]

I literally have no motivation to do anything

Me everyday tbh neetmaxxing asap