I lay in bed for 4 hours unable to get up asking why i exist.

[Lonelyus]

I think thru the fact that im incel, I think thru scenarios of what would be like if i wasnt such an ugly incel, I think of how would i make money or own a house when the system is rigged, I think of how i will be on my deathbed at 80s or older if i reach Allan Karlsson age, I wonder how it would be like if i was born in another country or a warmer country i think of all possibilities of inceldom, Looks and if i was born chad i would be happier on this planet and more well received by others, If our incel shells are so despicable then why were we not aborted, Was it to be wagie drones? The worst years of my life was being a wagie for 7 years and the year i went to college.

I also wish i had a more supporting family as its falling apart, My dad and mom hate eachother and now half my family is supporting the father that abused me as hes manipulated them into thinking mom is the bad one, Its just so fucked up, I ended up a neet, The system is so rigged and i havent the faintest clue what to do as my body age and my mind wanders what could have been, I havent even had my first kiss or first time with a woman im still KHHV and i cant remember the last time i had a friend, Its been so long, Maybe childhood or kindergarten in the beginning, I remember having a good friend in kindergarten but we got separated by either new school or different classes its so long but i remember the fun times we had.

Sometimes i miss kindergarten, I was the legomaster and everyone liked me, Fast forward to school years i become lonelier and lonelier and then eventually bullies started.

Alot of incels can probably relate as we endure the trifles of this pathetic life as we are chained down by the hatred of others for how we look which is beyond our control, Not even a dating app could save me as they dont even reply to my texts, It severely crushed my confidence in even trying, I have even tried talking to girls irl thru school years or college and the answer was the same, I got the rude stink eye, It wasnt before i found rehab room i started to understand the human behaviour of the people around me towards me, It was like a path to knowledge had opened, I finally understood why i was disliked, It was my facial features which was incompatible with the 13 milliseconds of does i like this human being or not.

I also remember snow day, The most brutal of them all, Everyone had fun and you were not included you had to sit there with the teachers and socialize because the other kids wanted nothing to do with you, At some point i got lost while skiing because no one wanted to wait up, I could not understand this hatred they felt towards me, I eventually found my way back following the tracks, When i asked why they would not wait up they just said, I dont know.

The incel life is truly brutal and it will only get worse.


View: https://youtu.be/Pi0uzqA9SSw

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

bruta

 

[itstoolate]

I've done that for 20 years. There's nothing worse than thinking your life away. Especially your youth. Get up and do something, anything, and try to turn off your brain.

 

[Soystein]

What job(s) did you work as a wagie?

 

[Caichan]

I LDAR

 

[Lonelyus]

I've done that for 20 years. There's nothing worse than thinking your life away. Especially your youth. Get up and do something, anything, and try to turn off your brain.

I got gym 3 times a week other than that theres not much to do in my small shitty town, Theres a sushi resturant and a kebab restaurant and thats about it and some grocery stores.

Atleast i gym which normies say so they got no excuse now to tell me get to the gym its your fault your not this and that, One normie insult removed.

Other than that idk what the fuck to do, I just wanna fucking be somebody, Back when the world was new and undiscovered men went together in bands to find new land to settle they formed colonies, Had wives and drank wine together over a nice fire, You could defeat your enemies that bullied you and make your own adventure, Nowadays its just boring and peaceful there is nothing but phone zombies everywhere and you cannot even be a 1800ds war general in the napoleon army or fight for glory, The real modern life is so boring and offers nothing unless your a chad, Your just born to suffer as a slave, Everything is invented and discovered and there is nothing new, Just a new product of the same thing that existed for decades, Oh another iphone, Yep still an iphone oh a new GPU still just a GPU, And everywhere you go your filled with lust for what you cannot have, You see these normies and chads with their GFs walking around and your story is just to sit back and watch as they kiss and wonder if they make love when they get home, You have no home other than an empty apartment to rot in, It sucks ass and life will never change.


You will always be moggable and life will always befit chad and not you.


View: https://youtu.be/oCZODMNY0BQ

 

[Lonelyus]

What job(s) did you work as a wagie?
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I put wares into moving truck, I worked in a warehouse packing stuff, Stuff with my hands, Almost got crushed loading the truck once by a 1000 or more kilo europal full of wares as it slid and half an inch saved my life from dying.

 

[Soystein]

I put wares into moving truck, I worked in a warehouse packing stuff, Stuff with my hands, Almost got crushed loading the truck once by a 1000 or more kilo europal full of wares as it slid and half an inch saved my life from dying.

Brutal stuff, NEET life is so much better than suffering in a warehouse.

 

[Lonelyus]

Brutal stuff, NEET life is so much better than suffering in a warehouse.
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Yeah i was wagie since i was 15 to 21 with one gap year for college, Better rot, Gym and eat kebabs whenever i want.

LOL is that a goy capsule

 

[itstoolate]

I got gym 3 times a week other than that theres not much to do in my small shitty town, Theres a sushi resturant and a kebab restaurant and thats about it and some grocery stores.

Atleast i gym which normies say so they got no excuse now to tell me get to the gym its your fault your not this and that, One normie insult removed.

Other than that idk what the fuck to do, I just wanna fucking be somebody, Back when the world was new and undiscovered men went together in bands to find new land to settle they formed colonies, Had wives and drank wine together over a nice fire, You could defeat your enemies that bullied you and make your own adventure, Nowadays its just boring and peaceful there is nothing but phone zombies everywhere and you cannot even be a 1800ds war general in the napoleon army or fight for glory, The real modern life is so boring and offers nothing unless your a chad, Your just born to suffer as a slave, Everything is invented and discovered and there is nothing new, Just a new product of the same thing that existed for decades, Oh another iphone, Yep still an iphone oh a new GPU still just a GPU, And everywhere you go your filled with lust for what you cannot have, You see these normies and chads with their GFs walking around and your story is just to sit back and watch as they kiss and wonder if they make love when they get home, You have no home other than an empty apartment to rot in, It sucks ass and life will never change.


You will always be moggable and life will always befit chad and not you.


View: https://youtu.be/oCZODMNY0BQ

Get to work on getting rich or creating something. There's not much else to do in life. Besides cope with friends and empty pleasures.

 

[Lonelyus]

Get to work on getting rich or creating something. There's not much else to do in life. Besides cope with friends and empty pleasures.

Get rich how? I cant figure it out with this rigged ass system.

 

[itstoolate]

Get rich how? I cant figure it out with this rigged ass system.

Idk, but you have time on your side when you're young. You can wage slave for 10 years, save up 20k/year, then invest in property and become an evil landlord.

 

[Rapistcel]

I think thru the fact that im incel, I think thru scenarios of what would be like if i wasnt such an ugly incel, I think of how would i make money or own a house when the system is rigged, I think of how i will be on my deathbed at 80s or older if i reach Allan Karlsson age, I wonder how it would be like if i was born in another country or a warmer country i think of all possibilities of inceldom, Looks and if i was born chad i would be happier on this planet and more well received by others, If our incel shells are so despicable then why were we not aborted, Was it to be wagie drones? The worst years of my life was being a wagie for 7 years and the year i went to college.

I also wish i had a more supporting family as its falling apart, My dad and mom hate eachother and now half my family is supporting the father that abused me as hes manipulated them into thinking mom is the bad one, Its just so fucked up, I ended up a neet, The system is so rigged and i havent the faintest clue what to do as my body age and my mind wanders what could have been, I havent even had my first kiss or first time with a woman im still KHHV and i cant remember the last time i had a friend, Its been so long, Maybe childhood or kindergarten in the beginning, I remember having a good friend in kindergarten but we got separated by either new school or different classes its so long but i remember the fun times we had.

Sometimes i miss kindergarten, I was the legomaster and everyone liked me, Fast forward to school years i become lonelier and lonelier and then eventually bullies started.

Alot of incels can probably relate as we endure the trifles of this pathetic life as we are chained down by the hatred of others for how we look which is beyond our control, Not even a dating app could save me as they dont even reply to my texts, It severely crushed my confidence in even trying, I have even tried talking to girls irl thru school years or college and the answer was the same, I got the rude stink eye, It wasnt before i found rehab room i started to understand the human behaviour of the people around me towards me, It was like a path to knowledge had opened, I finally understood why i was disliked, It was my facial features which was incompatible with the 13 milliseconds of does i like this human being or not.

I also remember snow day, The most brutal of them all, Everyone had fun and you were not included you had to sit there with the teachers and socialize because the other kids wanted nothing to do with you, At some point i got lost while skiing because no one wanted to wait up, I could not understand this hatred they felt towards me, I eventually found my way back following the tracks, When i asked why they would not wait up they just said, I dont know.

The incel life is truly brutal and it will only get worse.


View: https://youtu.be/Pi0uzqA9SSw

Good that at least you receive NEETbux

 

[Lonelyus]

Good that at least you receive NEETbux

Its either that or wagie wagie till my entire body falls apart, I aleredy have high cortisol levels from ADHD and the fact i can never truly relax no matter where i am, Autism makes me a complete retard so i guess since im doomed with those 2 combo from hell, I might aswell collect neetbuxx and take my ADHD out on the gym the few times i go outside, Aint nothing to it, My illnesses made me do it.

Hope you can collect neetbuxx too someday, Fuck this gay ass earth, I didnt ask to be born.

 

[Rapistcel]

Hope you can collect neetbuxx too someday

NEETbux here doesn't work like that, you wouldn't have NEETbux here even if you have ADHD and autism.
You must have like over 60% of disability or something like that.
"NEETbux" here are just some economic help that government offers to "people in risk of poverty or situation of vulnerability"

 

[INVERTER]

I do this as well and when I had a theRAPIST she said (not making this up) "You have THAT much free time?"

Yeah, no shit. There's 40 hours in a work week and some people have NOTHING outside of that

 

[pisser]

bruta

 

[irishforeheadcel]

I go to the gym and eat shitty healthly foods because im delusional and think foids would like me if i had a 6 pack vtaper. Deep down inside i know ill still be an incel if i actually stuck with it long enough and foids would find a million other things to get the “ick” by.