SuicideFuel I keeping replaying old memories in my head

[SilentShadow]

To back when I was 13/14, to a foid I had a crush on, I only spoke to her like 3 times jfl but my mind keeps replaying memories like this, as if i should have acted differently and somehow I wouldn't have ended up how I am now, those memories are from a long time ago yet they feel recent because my life has been even more shitty but also monotone ever since.


my life is literally so boring and worthless that I end up getting nostalgic over my shitty teenage years.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I wish I peaked in high school and had memories about banging cheerleaders behind the bleachers and accidentally strangling sorority whores while doing cocaine with my buddies at my USC frat but these aren't memories, these are just sexual fantasies I hallucinate

 

[antisocialcel]

my mind keeps replaying memories

Mine too. Eternal torture. I have no friends, I don't talk to anyone, so I fantasize about social situations using old memories almost involuntarily. Pathetic. Over for bobbycels.