[Whitepill] I keep fucking up

[grimlockcel]

I try to be whitepilled but find myself in these negative thought loops, like I start a day out nice, calm and normal, but then get angry at someone here or online, and start having terrible thoughts, it ruins my whole day.

Its common sense and blatantly obvious that being happy is better and the whitepill is the way, but I guess I need more training to fully understand and adopt it better.

 

[grimlockcel]

I keep insulting people here and I am sorry

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

Shouldn't it be the other way around?? . A negative loop with bursts of happiness is much easier to manage and control than long sustained happiness. Realistically, it's more than likely you're gonna feel like shit most of the time, if you're prone to negative thought reinforcement. Also , Don't apologize for being a cunt to anyone, your bullies never did to you. Own it and be proud.

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

I am never angry or have negative thoughts; I am peaceful.

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

 

[grimlockcel]

Shouldn't it be the other way around?? . A negative loop with bursts of happiness is much easier to manage and control than long sustained happiness. Realistically, it's more than likely you're gonna feel like shit most of the time, if you're prone to negative thought reinforcement. Also , Don't apologize for being a cunt to anyone, your bullies never did to you. Own it and be proud.

No I was super whitepilled not too long ago and it was the greatest I had ever felt since my innocent childhood

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

No I was super whitepilled not too long ago and it was the greatest I had ever felt since my innocent childhood

Maybe the veil is lifted and your mind unconsciously undersood that meaningless happiness is not enough to sustain it, and is actively drowning in sadness to feel something meaningful again?? Maybe the whitepill isn't the way, and that's your body's way of telling you to change course ?

 

[grimlockcel]

Maybe the veil is lifted and your mind unconsciously undersood that meaningless happiness is not enough to sustain it, and is actively drowning in sadness to feel something meaningful again?? Maybe the whitepill isn't the way, and that's your body's way of telling you to change course ?

You are just an obstacle in my path towards becoming a whitepill jedi master

 

[whiteboyhair]

Relatable, I haven’t had a single good day in months. I just feel like shit every single day.