Story I keep coming back to this forum

[Justanotherbloke]

When I first joined this forum back in October, I was posting almost daily, completely absorbed in the discussions here. But after a while, I hit a wall. Burnout, I guess. I took a month-long break, tried to distance myself, but something kept pulling me back. And when I returned, it was like a light bulb went off in my head: ´This is it. This is why everything feels so broken´.

Everything just clicked. The state of the world, the isolation, the way modern dating has become a soulless marketplace.... A meat market as I like to call it. Everything fits together like a puzzle. I was coping fine on my own: working, gaming, even getting outside to fish and hike alone. But no matter what I did, the loneliness never really went away.
Then I read a post here, wish I could remember who wrote it, that laid it all out: how men today are more isolated than ever, how the post-1950s cultural shifts, sexual liberation, feminism, and especially those godforsaken dating apps that exploded after 2012 completely rewired society. And it wasn’t just some bitter rant; it was true. It explained everything I’d felt but could never put into words.
That’s why I keep coming back. No other place gets it like this one. You can’t talk about this stuff anywhere else without being dismissed or called some buzzword insult. But here? It’s raw, unfiltered, and real. This forum isn’t just a distraction, it’s the only place where things actually make sense.
Anyone else feel the same? Like no matter how much you try to move on, you always end up back here because nowhere else even comes close to understanding?

 

[PersonaPimp]

You know it's over when the forum is all you have left.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

You know it's over when the forum is all you have left.

I dont have social media, im too socially isolated. If I were to download instagram, I´d literally have 0 followers.
I dont know how my generation interacts with eachother, whats seen as OK or not etc.
Im so detached from my generation and I hate them so much, I hate their behavior, their animalistic and herd-like mindset.
If you dont fit in, you are seen as an outsider, not cool and weird. fuck them

 

[UglyDumbass]

When I first joined this forum back in October, I was posting almost daily, completely absorbed in the discussions here. But after a while, I hit a wall. Burnout, I guess. I took a month-long break, tried to distance myself, but something kept pulling me back. And when I returned, it was like a light bulb went off in my head: ´This is it. This is why everything feels so broken´.

Everything just clicked. The state of the world, the isolation, the way modern dating has become a soulless marketplace.... A meat market as I like to call it. Everything fits together like a puzzle. I was coping fine on my own: working, gaming, even getting outside to fish and hike alone. But no matter what I did, the loneliness never really went away.
Then I read a post here, wish I could remember who wrote it, that laid it all out: how men today are more isolated than ever, how the post-1950s cultural shifts, sexual liberation, feminism, and especially those godforsaken dating apps that exploded after 2012 completely rewired society. And it wasn’t just some bitter rant; it was true. It explained everything I’d felt but could never put into words.
That’s why I keep coming back. No other place gets it like this one. You can’t talk about this stuff anywhere else without being dismissed or called some buzzword insult. But here? It’s raw, unfiltered, and real. This forum isn’t just a distraction, it’s the only place where things actually make sense.
Anyone else feel the same? Like no matter how much you try to move on, you always end up back here because nowhere else even comes close to understanding?

this is the only place where you can let your own feelings out but it’s hard to chat here without making constant posts

 

[Justanotherbloke]

this is the only place where you can let your own feelings out but it’s hard to chat here without making constant posts

Yes but for me it´s more so knowing the reason why society is messed up, as it is these days.
Yes, genetics play a major role and so do societal changes.
80 years ago, completely average men and even LTNs had no problem finding a wife.

Knowing that it´s not my fault gives me peace of mind.

 

[UglyDumbass]

Yes but for me it´s more so knowing the reason why society is messed up, as it is these days.
Yes, genetics play a major role and so do societal changes.
80 years ago, completely average men and even LTNs had no problem finding a wife.

Knowing that it´s not my fault gives me peace of mind.

I started thinking about how messed up society is recently too. I’m sometimes happy i’m trapped home majority of the day cuz i don’t have to deal with fake bullshit friend groups or anything like that. But at the end of the day it’s that sense of loneliness we feel. After a while we get the urge to wanna talk to someone but no one’s there for us. I sometimes want to die cuz of the fucked up world we live in and i wonder if things got worst or if i was just unselfaware cuz everyone seems to shitty now a days. It makes me extremely despressed. Idk what else we can do at this point. Just wish things turned out well

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I started thinking about how messed up society is recently too. I’m sometimes happy i’m trapped home majority of the day cuz i don’t have to deal with fake bullshit friend groups or anything like that. But at the end of the day it’s that sense of loneliness we feel. After a while we get the urge to wanna talk to someone but no one’s there for us. I sometimes want to die cuz of the fucked up world we live in and i wonder if things got worst or if i was just unselfaware cuz everyone seems to shitty now a days. It makes me extremely despressed. Idk what else we can do at this point. Just wish things turned out well

I work full-time, yet there’s no real justification for it: no reward at the end of this relentless grind. No promise of a loving, loyal woman, no hope of marriage or a fulfilling future. So why do I keep doing this? Just to return each day to an empty apartment, trapped in a cycle of repetition with no progress in sight? My future feels barren, devoid of excitement or meaning. What’s the point when every day blends into the next, and the path ahead seems so bleak?

I feel like a pathetic loser sometimes. You can laugh about this, but I´ve reached a point as a guy in his mid 20´s of literally fantasizing about disney love (a woman exactly my type) right before I go to sleep during the weekends. I play scenario´s in my head, what she would say to me etc.

 

[UglyDumbass]

I work full-time, yet there’s no real justification for it: no reward at the end of this relentless grind. No promise of a loving, loyal woman, no hope of marriage or a fulfilling future. So why do I keep doing this? Just to return each day to an empty apartment, trapped in a cycle of repetition with no progress in sight? My future feels barren, devoid of excitement or meaning. What’s the point when every day blends into the next, and the path ahead seems so bleak?

I feel like a pathetic loser sometimes. You can laugh about this, but I´ve reached a point as a guy in his mid 20´s of literally fantasizing about disney love (a woman exactly my type) right before I go to sleep during the weekends. I play scenario´s in my head, what she would say to me etc.

It gets worst with each stage of life. School was easier to go through unlike work where you’re forced to interact with normies. I don’t know how you possibly go through it. I’m planning to do online in the future. What career did you study for the job? But i agree with you that everyday its gonna be the same loop cycle. Nothing ever changes. Eventually we will die from this depression. It’s worst when the adult cycle is extremely long so we gotta go through the same sgit for so many fucking years. I used to fantasize about things too but i started stopping cuz it made me feel worst and i have no one to fantasize about anymore. You shouldn’t do it anymore tbh. I sometimes dream of being a villain and taking over the world to cope

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

This forum is honestly one of the best things to have happened to me. Without you guys I would be long gone.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

It gets worst with each stage of life. School was easier to go through unlike work where you’re forced to interact with normies. I don’t know how you possibly go through it. I’m planning to do online in the future. What career did you study for the job?

Im a fulltime plumber and at least active physically, so im lucky that im not stuck at office like wojak the wageslave.

Eventually we will die from this depression.

in my case it fluctuates a lot, it´s up and down.
Some days / weeks im perfectly fine.
Other days and weeks I go through a dark period, where there appears to be no light at the end of the tunnel.
I often lock myself up in my room and isolate myself even further when I came across a woman who is exactly my type, knowing that I can´t have her, she is unattainable. It gets bad to the point where I then feel a heavy pressure on my chest, a lump in my throat and want to end it all.
Fantasized about that a lot...... Just buying a gun on telegram and ending it all.

 

[UglyDumbass]

Im a fulltime plumber and at least active physically, so im lucky that im not stuck at office like wojak the wageslave.

in my case it fluctuates a lot, it´s up and down.
Some days / weeks im perfectly fine.
Other days and weeks I go through a dark period, where there appears to be no light at the end of the tunnel.
I often lock myself up in my room and isolate myself even further when I came across a woman who is exactly my type, knowing that I can´t have her, she is unattainable. It gets bad to the point where I then feel a heavy pressure on my chest, a lump in my throat and want to end it all.
Fantasized about that a lot...... Just buying a gun on telegram and ending it all.

Having to see those retarded couples at those houses must be brutal though. I’m sorry you go through that shit bro. I wish i could help but i’m suffering like this too. But don’t end it all man. Seeing a fellow brocel leave would hurt. I don’t trust these new grays yet and the more fellow uglies we got the better to make sure normies loose. We honestly need the chats to be more active here or something.

 

[Fluoxymesterone]

Yeah probably it becomes boring to rot here daily some day, but i'll never leave. Probably just post once a week or so. I always wonder where the users go who suddenly stop logging in. They can't all ascend or rope, right?

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Having to see those retarded couples at those houses must be brutal though. I’m sorry you go through that shit bro. I wish i could help but i’m suffering like this too. But don’t end it all man. Seeing a fellow brocel leave would hurt. I don’t trust these new grays yet and the more fellow uglies we got the better to make sure normies loose. We honestly need the chats to be more active here or something.

My case is pretty bad, I even fantasize about completely random women who are exactly my type who appear on random google immages.
I´ve been stuck and fixated on this random woman I came across on Google for months now, I believe it was back in November when I came across her picture on Google and took a screenshot.
I often look at her picture in the evening, fantasizing about what could have been, she represents the ideal woman for me.

Having to see those retarded couples at those houses must be brutal though.

My mind became numb, im used to it now. Im just trying to focus on my job and get the hell out of there. I dont like going through residential houses

 

[justuseless]

No one ever leaves

 

[UglyDumbass]

My case is pretty bad, I even fantasize about completely random women who are exactly my type who appear on random google immages.
I´ve been stuck and fixated on this random woman I came across on Google for months now, I believe it was back in November when I came across her picture on Google and took a screenshot.
I often look at her picture in the evening, fantasizing about what could have been, she represents the ideal woman for me.


My mind became numb, im used to it now. Im just trying to focus on my job and get the hell out of there. I dont like going through residential houses

It’s over at this point. If it makes you happy and it’s a good cope then keep doing it but just becareful if it hurts your health. Try to think of other things if possible. Do you ever deal with bullying at work or do you mainly work on your own?

 

[Grodd]

This forum is honestly one of the best things to have happened to me. Without you guys I would be long gone.

Based

 

[Esoteric7]

fantasizing about disney love (a woman exactly my type) right before I go to sleep during the weekends. I play scenario´s in my head, what she would say to me etc.

oh shit I do this all the time too

 

[Poindexter]

This forum is honestly one of the best things to have happened to me. Without you guys I would be long gone.

 

[Paladin]

I've thought about deleting my account here before but realised I'd just end up coming back on an alt a couple months down the line anyway. At least for me I don't think I'll be able to leave this place anytime soon unless I ascend

 

[Justanotherbloke]

. Do you ever deal with bullying at work or do you mainly work on your own?

I have a down to earth squad, 1 other trucel whom I think of is also somewhat the same as me.. I came across another one at the gas station,, longer hair, always wears black, skinny scrawny and 5'8 ish.
You think I should.talk to him and try to make a new friend ?

 

[UglyDumbass]

I have a down to earth squad, 1 other trucel whom I think of is also somewhat the same as me.. I came across another one at the gas station,, longer hair, always wears black, skinny scrawny and 5'8 ish.
You think I should.talk to him and try to make a new friend ?

yes always make new brocel friends Its good to have company but dont mention inceldom cuz they may be bluepilled

 

[fullofchagrin]

I dont have social media, im too socially isolated. If I were to download instagram, I´d literally have 0 followers.
I dont know how my generation interacts with eachother, whats seen as OK or not etc.
Im so detached from my generation and I hate them so much, I hate their behavior, their animalistic and herd-like mindset.
If you dont fit in, you are seen as an outsider, not cool and weird. fuck them

ikr

 

[Justanotherbloke]

yes always make new brocel friends Its good to have company but dont mention inceldom cuz they may be bluepilled

That's one of my fears, seems like most guys who are still KHHV like me are bluepilled instead of blackpilled.

Only a very small percentage of KHHVs aren't gynocentric system worshipping soys

 

[UglyDumbass]

That's one of my fears, seems like most guys who are still KHHV like me are bluepilled instead of blackpilled.

Only a very small percentage of KHHVs aren't gynocentric system worshipping soys

It’s them being stupidly unaware and not wanting to accept reality. I’m sure either way they’re depressed and know the reality but keep it deep inside

 

[Justanotherbloke]

It’s them being stupidly unaware and not wanting to accept reality. I’m sure either way they’re depressed and know the reality but keep it deep inside

Honestly, it’s hard to believe any guy with eyes could still be bluepilled in 2025. The dating market is cut-throat and brutal, women’s standards are through the roof, and most men get nothing, there is an obvious bottleneck in the dating market that squeezes most men out of the meat market. If you haven’t figured out female nature by now, you’re either in denial or just not paying attention.
The evidence is everywhere. Hypergamy is the norm and dating apps put more oil on the already existing fire, the average man is invisible. At this point, staying ignorant isn’t innocence, it’s willful delusion.

 

[UglyDumbass]

Honestly, it’s hard to believe any guy with eyes could still be bluepilled in 2025. The dating market is cut-throat and brutal, women’s standards are through the roof, and most men get nothing, there is an obvious bottleneck in the dating market that squeezes most men out of the meat market. If you haven’t figured out female nature by now, you’re either in denial or just not paying attention.
The evidence is everywhere. Hypergamy is the norm and dating apps put more oil on the already existing fire, the average man is invisible. At this point, staying ignorant isn’t innocence, it’s willful delusion.

Depends how much of a sperg they are. Depending on how spergy you are, you are less aware. I did know some bluepilled spergs who did give up and knew they would never attract a girl but they still don’t wanna consider themselves a incel or hate on humanity over it. They basically never think much about there inceldom