I just walked out of a cousins wedding

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Any other brocels out there suffering from debilitating social phobia can possibly relate to this, but I had to attend my Stacy-esque cousins wedding this evening with my outgoing, gregarious and obnoxiously charismatic Chad brother so naturally, I showed up wearing all black looking like an aspiring gunman and sat next to some lower tiered Becky whom I struggled to have a normal conversation with while Chad-bro made loud jokes about how drunk he was about to get and fraternized with some random Stacy's.

The ceremony was an outdoor civil union to be followed by an indoor reception at some decadent, bourgeois country club, but as soon as they had concluded the vows and as everyone else was walking towards the reception area, I subtly and discreetly walked behind a row of trees and escaped to my vehicle (my brother drove separately, per my insistence though we departed from the same house). I know most of my family will unjustly presume that my early departure was violative of normative social conventions but they do not understand that by merely showing up I was already subjecting myself to an excruciatingly painful and stressful experience. Fuck normies and their social propriety. It is such unreasonable expectations that motivate acts of mass violence.

 

[Man]

Time to dip


Are you autistic OP? The celebration isn’t about you. You’re there to celebrate your cousins wedding. Why did you even bother going at all?

 

[Med Anime]

i wish i could fuck my cousin

 

[Man]

i wish i could fuck my cousin

I wish I could fuck your cousin too

 

[Govid_Dorious]

Did you ever hear the Tragedy of Darth Aurelius, The Stressed?

 

[Med Anime]

I wish I could fuck your cousin too

i didn't think you were lesbian

 

[Man]

i didn't think you were lesbian

Yeah my clitoris is very hard, hard enough to penetrate your sister

 

[Med Anime]

Yeah my clitoris is very hard, hard enough to penetrate your sister

then we could have a threesome and i will fuck both of you in the same session, ma'am

gonna guess you're a white toilet which makes it better

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Time to dip


Are you autistic OP? The celebration isn’t about you. You’re there to celebrate your cousins wedding. Why did you even bother going at all?

I don't know if I'm autistic, though I am beginning to think that it is an undiagnosed condition. Either that or just selective, but severe social anxiety which I find to be too oppressive to endure. I went to show my respect for the solemnity of the ceremony of the taking of the vows and out of consideration for the fact that her family has always been very hospitable to me. Of course, it's not about me but if people can't understand or try to empathize with someone who finds such events to be worse then sucking a guys cock than it seems to me that they are entirely lacking in perspective and need to be taught to show some respect. Also, wedding receptions and dinners are just an excuse for outgoing people to get drunk, socialize, fornicate and generally engage in all manner of moral degeneracy and debauchery whilst introverted, socially anxious incels such as myself have to bear witness to such depravity.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

I will be dodging prospective humiliation rituals, people like us should remain unseen.

Thank you brother for the moral support. I'm sitting in my room right now feeling somewhat dejected but then I reason my way out of such despondency but contemplating the fact that merely compelling someone who has such a strong aversion for these sorts of social gatherings to show up at all is a complete failure to empathize or try and understand my plight. The irony is that there are some flamboyant faggots attending the wedding and nobody dares to judge them for their own sexual preferences but yet aspersions will be cast upon me for something which, like them, is entirely involuntary and a condition that has been foisted upon me by the cruel vicissitudes of fate.

Oh, and in two months, I have to serve as best man to the afore referenced Chad brother and give a speech in front of all his highly sociable and pretentious friends.

 

[frmentalcel]

Time to dip


Are you autistic OP? The celebration isn’t about you. You’re there to celebrate your cousins wedding. Why did you even bother going at all?

your title makes u seem like a tiktok zoomer normiefaggot tbh

 

[Incline]

Lol I remember when I was very high inhib I was too scared to leave my room I would put my ear to the door for 5 minutes to make sure nobody was on the corridor

Thankfully things got so bad now that I no longer care

high inhib autism is pure cancer

 

[RicaGames]

I can understand you op, I did it sometimes in my life. I hate being around a lot of normies, I only go to these parties for free food hehe.

Also, 5 years of account and less than 1000 posts, based.

 

[Epedaphic]

Good for you

Weddings always gave me some sliver of hope that I'd meet a girl but every single time, of course nobody would engage with me and I'd just be a walltrashbag (wallflower but ugly so not a flower), watching the normies dance and flirt with each other, lost in and enjoying the world that I wasn't a part of.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

your title makes u seem like a tiktok zoomer normiefaggot tbh

Don't focus on the title brother, focus on the substance of what I actually say in the post but that admonition notwithstanding, I understand your point. I will strive for more provocative and salacious titles henceforth.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Lol I remember when I was very high inhib I was too scared to leave my room I would put my ear to the door for 5 minutes to make sure nobody was on the corridor

Thankfully things got so bad now that I no longer care

high inhib autism is pure cancer

Absolutely. The worst part is that it literally takes one to know one but there are so few of us out there and indeed, vanishingly fewer who even deign to attend such social functions that we will never just encounter someone who is similarly situated in the wild, as it were, thereby compounding the loneliness and exacerbating the sense of utter isolation and dejection. We should form a support network akin to AA for such people.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

I can understand you op, I did it sometimes in my life. I hate being around a lot of normies, I only go to these parties for free food hehe.

Also, 5 years of account and less than 1000 posts, based.

I appreciate the expression of solidarity comrade. The free food is in no way adequate recompense for the stress, anxiety, isolation and feeling of extreme social awkwardness that invariably occurs whenever I do show up at these sorts of events.

And as to the seemingly irreconcilable paradox of the juxtaposition of my posts and join date; I was banned for almost four years for making anti-Semitic, pro-Nazi and Jihad fancying comments which, incidentally, I still stand by.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Good for you

Weddings always gave me some sliver of hope that I'd meet a girl but every single time, of course nobody would engage with me and I'd just be a walltrashbag (wallflower but ugly so not a flower), watching the normies dance and flirt with each other, lost in and enjoying the world that I wasn't a part of.

Thank you brother, I really appreciate the expression of solidarity. I've been through so many of these fucking weddings since almost everyone of my female cousins is a higher tiered Stacy and likewise extremely outgoing and as such, I feel as though I've paid my proverbial debt or done my duty to my family. As you say, watching all the normies flirt, get drunk, carry on in a raucous and depraved manner and finally engage in promiscuous fornication is an indignation and humiliation that I am merely exempting myself from.

 

[Man]

your title makes u seem like a tiktok zoomer normiefaggot tbh

I am a zoomer

View: https://m.youtube.com/shorts/fvRno7uhJrU

 

[frmentalcel]

Don't focus on the title brother, focus on the substance of what I actually say in the post but that admonition notwithstanding, I understand your point. I will strive for more provocative and salacious titles henceforth.

wasnt talking to you was talking to the faggot @Man

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

wasnt talking to you was talking to the faggot @Man

Sorry man, I've been out of these forums for too long to be sufficiently attentive to what is happening in a thread sometimes.

 

[Lonelyus]

Any other brocels out there suffering from debilitating social phobia can possibly relate to this, but I had to attend my Stacy-esque cousins wedding this evening with my outgoing, gregarious and obnoxiously charismatic Chad brother so naturally, I showed up wearing all black looking like an aspiring gunman and sat next to some lower tiered Becky whom I struggled to have a normal conversation with while Chad-bro made loud jokes about how drunk he was about to get and fraternized with some random Stacy's.

The ceremony was an outdoor civil union to be followed by an indoor reception at some decadent, bourgeois country club, but as soon as they had concluded the vows and as everyone else was walking towards the reception area, I subtly and discreetly walked behind a row of trees and escaped to my vehicle (my brother drove separately, per my insistence though we departed from the same house). I know most of my family will unjustly presume that my early departure was violative of normative social conventions but they do not understand that by merely showing up I was already subjecting myself to an excruciatingly painful and stressful experience. Fuck normies and their social propriety. It is such unreasonable expectations that motivate acts of mass violence.

Should have brought homing missiles

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Should have brought homing missiles

I had my Glock, G19 9mm riding in my well concealed his holster and had several extra large capacity mags in my pockets, just in case someone saw fit to try and stop me from getting to my car and driving away from there.

 

[Lonelyus]

I had my Glock, G19 9mm riding in my well concealed his holster and had several extra large capacity mags in my pockets, just in case someone saw fit to try and stop me from getting to my car and driving away from there.

If you had a kolibri pistol from ww1 no one would ever know it was in your pocket

The Kolibri pistol bears the distinction of being one of the few pistols which is more dangerous as a choking hazard than as a firearm. As a choking hazard, it seems to be small enough that it could restrict breathing if anybody attempted to swallow it. It was lethal to a gnat or a housefly.

Have someone swallow it whole!

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

You did the right thing.

Your celebrating a foid getting fucked by her husband that night by being there , no offensive but sadly that's the truth.
The others are living normie lives at that event and being there shows the massive contrast in your life that is devoid of that social connection compared to them who easily socialise and network with great ease.

Next time never ever turn up. You are a grown man I'm assuming , you have the choice to go or not.

They think your rude? Well fuck their opinion. Your a man. You make the rules. And as an incel there's no time for thinking of society's social norms. Guess what , for us it doesn't matter whether we follow their social norms , an ugly face is always offensive to normies regardless. Don't explain to them just let them accept that this is how it's going to be done.

My sentiments precisely. I find it to be intolerably presumptuous of these normies to expect me to attend their celebratory festivities when they all know by now that I am hugely averse to such social events. Likewise, it is duplicitous and hypocritical of them to tolerate and embrace some of the gay couples that were there while clearly responding with contempt to my behavior since what I do is a consequence of birth and entirely involuntary just as is the choice to seek a partner of the same gender.

And you're right, I am a grown man and I've attended more of these weddings then I care to remember over the years and have always played along, enduring bullshit conversations with frivolous cunts and pretending to actually be both interested and happy while all the while detesting the debauchery, degeneracy and profligacy of those who surrounded me with their drunken and promiscuous antics. Merely having to stand and watch the formalization of what is essentially glorified prostitution is disgusting to my sensibilities and the entire thing was so farcical I couldn't decide whether I should laugh or cry.

 

[FakeFakecel]

How do you cope?

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

If you had a kolibri pistol from ww1 no one would ever know it was in your pocket

The Kolibri pistol bears the distinction of being one of the few pistols which is more dangerous as a choking hazard than as a firearm. As a choking hazard, it seems to be small enough that it could restrict breathing if anybody attempted to swallow it. It was lethal to a gnat or a housefly.

Have someone swallow it whole!

Lol, excellent option for maximum discretion when behind enemy lines and at some debauched social event. I also have a Ruger LCP .380 which, if you Google it, you will see that it can be hidden literally anywhere and under virtually any circumstances. Just having firearms on me at these sorts of events gives me a feeling of empowerment and personal contentment that I know I would otherwise not experience.

 

[Lonelyus]

Lol, excellent option for maximum discretion when behind enemy lines and at some debauched social event. I also have a Ruger LCP .380 which, if you Google it, you will see that it can be hidden literally anywhere and under virtually any circumstances. Just having firearms on me at these sorts of events gives me a feeling of empowerment and personal contentment that I know I would otherwise not experience.

Guns are illegal here, Mogs me, I wouldnt go ER but i would def use it on myself to escape this shitty planet.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

How do you cope?

PC games, modding (PC games), gymaxxing, Islammaxxing, Fascistmaxxing and seeking consolation amongst kindred spirits and fellow travelers on this very forum.

 

[CrackingYs]

You should have stuck around to see if any of the foids got drunk, and then try hitting on them. This could've been your chance to ascend and you blew it!

 

[Lonelyus]

PC games, modding (PC games), gymaxxing, Islammaxxing, Fascistmaxxing and seeking consolation amongst kindred spirits and fellow travelers on this very forum.

Just grind GTA online, You can basically go jihad on other players if you have the right equipment and helis xD

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Guns are illegal here, Mogs me, I wouldnt go ER but i would def use it on myself to escape this shitty planet.

If you plan carefully and are prepossessed of sufficient self-discipline and self-control, you can do great societal damage with just a knife or even a blunt instrument. Think of all the highly successful and prolific serial killers that used such crude means to dispatch their victims. Guns imho are overrated, notwithstanding the fact that I happen to own almost a dozen of them including a genuine Soviet era AK-47. Serial killing is definitely the way to go, especially if you're already suicidal as you literally have nothing to lose and only glory and fame to gain.

 

[Lonelyus]

If you plan carefully and are prepossessed of sufficient self-discipline and self-control, you can do great societal damage with just a knife or even a blunt instrument. Think of all the highly successful and prolific serial killers that used such crude means to dispatch their victims. Guns imho are overrated, notwithstanding the fact that I happen to own almost a dozen of them including a genuine Soviet era AK-47. Serial killing is definitely the way to go, especially if you're already suicidal as you literally have nothing to lose and only glory and fame to gain.

No thx, But i would like to have an IRL ak47!

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

You should have stuck around to see if any of the foids got drunk, and then try hitting on them. This could've been your chance to ascend and you blew it!

Yeah I should have smuggled in some rohypnol and then slipped it in some cunts drink when she wasn't looking and then followed her to the bathroom and raped her hard in one of the stalls. But seriously, I have no game and women tend to be afraid of me due to my large size and autistic mannerisms which they rightly perceive as indicia of a potential serial killer who would aspire to murder as many of them as possible if it were viable.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Just grind GTA online, You can basically go jihad on other players if you have the right equipment and helis xD

Yeah, I spend at least three hours a night playing the LSPDFR mod and arresting as many NPC foids as I can then subjecting them to all manner of police brutality and physical abuse in game. It serves to vicariously satisfy my otherwise insatiable rage towards women irl.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

No thx, But i would like to have an IRL ak47!

Yeah I've seriously considered filing down the firing pin on the AK and transforming it into a fully automatic weapon but doing so is a federal felony here in the US and not really worth the benefits.

 

[Lonelyus]

Yeah, I spend at least three hours a night playing the LSPDFR mod and arresting as many NPC foids as I can then subjecting them to all manner of police brutality and physical abuse in game. It serves to vicariously satisfy my otherwise insatiable rage towards women irl.

I drive over feminists in gta online or drive my sparrow with homing missiles and bomb them, I also like to use a mini RC tank or my u boat to bomb the shores of vespucci beach where all the hot ppl are gathering as npcs

 

[Blackpillcrusader5]

Any other brocels out there suffering from debilitating social phobia can possibly relate to this, but I had to attend my Stacy-esque cousins wedding this evening with my outgoing, gregarious and obnoxiously charismatic Chad brother so naturally, I showed up wearing all black looking like an aspiring gunman and sat next to some lower tiered Becky whom I struggled to have a normal conversation with while Chad-bro made loud jokes about how drunk he was about to get and fraternized with some random Stacy's.

The ceremony was an outdoor civil union to be followed by an indoor reception at some decadent, bourgeois country club, but as soon as they had concluded the vows and as everyone else was walking towards the reception area, I subtly and discreetly walked behind a row of trees and escaped to my vehicle (my brother drove separately, per my insistence though we departed from the same house). I know most of my family will unjustly presume that my early departure was violative of normative social conventions but they do not understand that by merely showing up I was already subjecting myself to an excruciatingly painful and stressful experience. Fuck normies and their social propriety. It is such unreasonable expectations that motivate acts of mass violence.

TOO RELATABLE

The worst is the 'Do you have a gf?" question.

Sometimes my grandpas based older german friend will give me advice on women and I have to play a long.

 

[Lonelyus]

Yeah I've seriously considered filing down the firing pin on the AK and transforming it into a fully automatic weapon but doing so is a federal felony here in the US and not really worth the benefits.

Dude, Guns are illegal over there, WTF is illegal with that, You can buy a fully functional murder weapon over there with much less paperwork, Your country is backwardos AF!

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

I drive over feminists in gta online or drive my sparrow with homing missiles and bomb them, I also like to use a mini RC tank or my u boat to bomb the shores of vespucci beach where all the hot ppl are gathering as npcs

LOL, yeah driving down Vespuchi beach in a fully armored large sized police SUV and just running down as many hot young people as possible is the closest I can get to virtually replicating the original and authentic ER experience. Don't they boot you from the server for randomly killing people or are there no such rules? I never play online GTA 5 but I always thought they tired to place some sort of restraint on just how much you could do to other players.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

TOO RELATABLE

The worst is the 'Do you have a gf?" question.

Sometimes my grandpas based older german friend will give me advice on women and I have to play a long.

Exactly. I try to avoid such humiliating questions by just not engaging with anyone at all and either sitting off by myself in some lobby or other common area or doing what I finally had the audacity to do tonight and liberate myself from an otherwise intolerably oppressive experience.

 

[Lonelyus]

LOL, yeah driving down Vespuchi beach in a fully armored large sized police SUV and just running down as many hot young people as possible is the closest I can get to virtually replicating the original and authentic ER experience. Don't they boot you from the server for randomly killing people or are there no such rules? I never play online GTA 5 but I always thought they tired to place some sort of restraint on just how much you could do to other players.

The mini RC tank is quite fun going ER with tho xD

Invade and Persuade Tank

The Invade and Persuade Tank is a remote-controlled tank featured in Grand Theft Auto Online as part of the continuation of The Diamond Casino Heist update, released on December 25, 2019, during the Festive Surprise 2019 event. The vehicle is basically an interpretation of the tank featured in...

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[Blackpillcrusader5]

Exactly. I try to avoid such humiliating questions by just not engaging with anyone at all and either sitting off by myself in some lobby or other common area or doing what I finally had the audacity to do tonight and liberate myself from an otherwise intolerably oppressive experience.

My strategy is to find someone who is somewhat based/not a normie and just vibe with them about different things.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Dude, Guns are legal over there, WTF is illegal with that, You can buy a fully functional murder weapon over there with much less paperwork, Your country is backwardos AF!

The laws vary from state to state as they regulate firearms though federal laws are regnant wherever you go due to the notion of federal supremacy. The US is a veritable patchwork of highly incongruous jurisdictions when it comes to both the actual legislation as well as the degree of enforcement from respective agencies. Contrast Texas with California and it is as though you are comparing two different countries. Also, you cannot purchase a fully automatic weapon anywhere, though there are certain caveats in federal code which allow for certain people with a federal firearms license to procure unique and historically significant weapons that may have automatic capabilities. Yes, much of our firearms laws are self-contradictory and paradoxical but that is just a reflection of the contentious political culture here domestically.

 

[Lonelyus]

Dude, Guns are illegal over there, WTF is illegal with that, You can buy a fully functional murder weapon over there with much less paperwork, Your country is backwardos AF!

The laws vary from state to state as they regulate firearms though federal laws are regnant wherever you go due to the notion of federal supremacy. The US is a veritable patchwork of highly incongruous jurisdictions when it comes to both the actual legislation as well as the degree of enforcement from respective agencies. Contrast Texas with California and it is as though you are comparing two different countries. Also, you cannot purchase a fully automatic weapon anywhere, though there are certain caveats in federal code which allow for certain people with a federal firearms license to procure unique and historically significant weapons that may have automatic capabilities. Yes, much of our firearms laws are self-contradictory and paradoxical but that is just a reflection of the contentious political culture here domestically.

The fuck, I can remember i wrote illegal, There, Fixed!

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

The mini RC tank is quite fun going ER with tho xD

Invade and Persuade Tank

The Invade and Persuade Tank is a remote-controlled tank featured in Grand Theft Auto Online as part of the continuation of The Diamond Casino Heist update, released on December 25, 2019, during the Festive Surprise 2019 event. The vehicle is basically an interpretation of the tank featured in...

gta.fandom.com

For the true ER experience we would have to find and download a BMW 328i and before that, use some knives, a Glock and a Sig.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

My strategy is to find someone who is somewhat based/not a normie and just vibe with them about different things.

That is an excellent strategy and one that I have employed myself from time to time. The only problem is that such people are rarely encountered precisely because they will seek to avoid these sorts of situations for the same reasons that you and I would. So in a way, the very nature and structure of the social environment is such that it exacerbates the feelings of isolation and trepidation by virtue of the singularity of the experience of having no one to relate to or commiserate with.

 

[Blackpillcrusader5]

That is an excellent strategy and one that I have employed myself from time to time. The only problem is that such people are rarely encountered precisely because they will seek to avoid these sorts of situations for the same reasons that you and I would. So in a way, the very nature and structure of the social environment is such that it exacerbates the feelings of isolation and trepidation by virtue of the singularity of the experience of having no one to relate to or commiserate with.

Yes its tough bc I live in a liberal city and I am extremely closeted about my views...to the point on my social media accounts I follow left wing politicians. I would say urban planning and internet create isolation in US. A lot of European cities and towns have a river town with bars, clubs, and coffee houses. Its hard to find here, mainly seas of strip malls with chipoltes, targets, and walmarts.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I wish I did with my last cousin that got married. I didn't have the nerve and dark triad mindset then.

He's a good guy but a manlet with an ugly face. His wife is like his looksmatch. everyone knows she cheated on him numerous times and openly uses him for his wageslave money.

He's one of those people pleaser types that seems to enjoy her constant bullshit and being controlled. Maybe he's happy but man it breaks my heart every time I see with that cunt.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Yes its tough bc I live in a liberal city and I am extremely closeted about my views...to the point on my social media accounts I follow left wing politicians. I would say urban planning and internet create isolation in US. A lot of European cities and towns have a river town with bars, clubs, and coffee houses. Its hard to find here, mainly seas of strip malls with chipoltes, targets, and walmarts.

Agreed. The physical design of the public infrastructure is meant to be maximally complimentary to the social proclivities of your typical normie, hence large public spaces, round tables with chairs, benches placed adjacent to one another, etc. I do think that the internet serves some role as well but mental disease and disorder has increased so exponentially in the US and the West more generally that there have to be other, unforeseen contributory factors. I think the rise of video game culture is a major consideration as is the sort of lingering, vestigial social isolation that was introduced by the pandemic.