Celius
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Everyone avoids socializing with me. Everyone avoids even making eye contact with me. People feel an unabating disgust when they talk to me and I can sense it in their tone. They see me as less than human, like I’m some sort of dog to be ordered and pushed around everywhere.
No matter what I do or how hard I try to come off as “kind” or “respectful” to others as if it’s even bearable anymore to communicate with people who hate your guts let alone be nice to them, I will still be someone who no one wants to associate himself with. Just the existence of an ugly man makes others have a feeling of unease.
You’d think you’ll get used to it at some point, but no. This is never gonna stop and it’s just so tiring. It is just so tiring.
No matter what I do or how hard I try to come off as “kind” or “respectful” to others as if it’s even bearable anymore to communicate with people who hate your guts let alone be nice to them, I will still be someone who no one wants to associate himself with. Just the existence of an ugly man makes others have a feeling of unease.
You’d think you’ll get used to it at some point, but no. This is never gonna stop and it’s just so tiring. It is just so tiring.