I am very imaginative and not always by my own choice.
A very common problem I suffer from with this is while in public, I’ll see a foid & my mind would just create some insane scenario in my head or her walking up to me and showing interest.
I’ll see a girl, & my head instantly imagines her talking to me & getting closer and showing interest in me and us getting deeper and deeper into conversation. This will go on & on for minutes until suddenly I snap & remember that it’s all in my head.
I often realize how the foid didn’t even look at me & also would be disgusted that I’m even into her.
I try and remember the fact that there is not a single girl who would see me in public and think that I look good. This helps ground myself and keep from dreaming.
It’s a very brutal fact to be quite honest. The fact every day I go out I see a girl and think she’s cute. It’s so common. But knowing that not a single girl will ever think that of me is quite sad.
I just need fucking surgery. If that doesn’t work it’s over.
A very common problem I suffer from with this is while in public, I’ll see a foid & my mind would just create some insane scenario in my head or her walking up to me and showing interest.
I’ll see a girl, & my head instantly imagines her talking to me & getting closer and showing interest in me and us getting deeper and deeper into conversation. This will go on & on for minutes until suddenly I snap & remember that it’s all in my head.
I often realize how the foid didn’t even look at me & also would be disgusted that I’m even into her.
I try and remember the fact that there is not a single girl who would see me in public and think that I look good. This helps ground myself and keep from dreaming.
It’s a very brutal fact to be quite honest. The fact every day I go out I see a girl and think she’s cute. It’s so common. But knowing that not a single girl will ever think that of me is quite sad.
I just need fucking surgery. If that doesn’t work it’s over.
