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murder5
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Thought I would start a thread about me.
I just read about reddit going down but had not heard of this incel term before.
The I found the shy-love.com site and the text with bullet points made perfect sense to me and something I had never seen before.
I am 48 and starting to go grey and things are starting to change and I realise its too late. I don't want to dwell on that though, but rather just say a bit about me in my post.
I will start by saying that this is a serious issue and I treat it that way. I have been trying to communicate it in many forms for years.
I think this forum will be full of flamers and haters, but I will just say it as it is. I think society is engineered to keep certain people down. Whether that's failures or people that speak their mind or people otherwise ostracised etc etc. I don't believe its by chance. As such, I like to try to prove it etc etc. I suffer a lot of noise pollution and I think that's a start as their system is designed to keep us distressed so that we cannot contemplate ways to meet a female to breed with.
First off, about ten years ago I had a Myspace account and I had loads of girls that talked to me, then the system essentially stepped in and killed that, swapping it over to Facebook in which you cant search for people and essentially doesn't work. At that time, feeling unable to chat about normal stuff, and as the love-shy site says, only concerned with getting a girlfriend, I created www.whowantstomarryme.co.uk so that it was clear. This way people could not be under any misunderstanding about what I was about. I built it up to a massive site but it never got any traffic. I hade about 500 peages, all optimised for things, but never more than 2-3 hits a day. That's Google etc. Th point is, I am a web designer with 20+ years experience now and I know that that was not right. I wont go into the reasons why.
However, the point is I know that that was done by a higher force that wants to keep me single. Its a mathematical thing. I can handle chance (not anymore at 48) but the maths of search. I thought surely after some time something would get some decent rankings and traffic. I had pages on all sorts, free perol for girls, girls ugg boots, dry stone walls for girls, free trips to mars for girls, but NOTHING. After many years I started to get violent and including a lot of hate towards invisible police states and the evil people at Google.
I have been drawing a comic about it at my comic sie:
www.galumph.nl/comic.php?key=13&name=The Internet Has Been Murdered
Hopefully that should make sense.
That's all I want to say right now. I might have many flaws, but I am not the person the system makes me feel, and it is easily enough to commit suicide. As such, its a serious matter. The fact that reddit has now banned this topic just reinforces how this is a deliberate process against people like me.
I think its a hard topic to discuss with other men. I am possibly proud, narsassistic, self centred etc etc, and to be honest, I don't want sympathy, but I did find reading the bullets on love-shy.com to be spot on, and its makes a difference to read something that makes sense and making sense is important as over the years many people have given advice, but it has never made sense.
I will add, that I think this issue makes us vunerable. Far more vunerable than other 'vunerable groups' that the media bends over backwards to support. There is a time when its too late. Its too late to think that magic exists or if a girl facies you and wants to go to the pictures.At this stage you start to count the years left and reflect on the years lost. I feel some desire to try to make sense for people in their 20's as only you can make it happen, but the system wont help you, it is designed to create weak people like me (us) and only information that makes sense will help.
I wonder what people have to say about this post. I seldom bother with spelling etc, so forgive me on that. Its a womens traits and I might add that I have little respect for women really, so the spelling issue can go where the sun doesn't shine.
I just read about reddit going down but had not heard of this incel term before.
The I found the shy-love.com site and the text with bullet points made perfect sense to me and something I had never seen before.
I am 48 and starting to go grey and things are starting to change and I realise its too late. I don't want to dwell on that though, but rather just say a bit about me in my post.
I will start by saying that this is a serious issue and I treat it that way. I have been trying to communicate it in many forms for years.
I think this forum will be full of flamers and haters, but I will just say it as it is. I think society is engineered to keep certain people down. Whether that's failures or people that speak their mind or people otherwise ostracised etc etc. I don't believe its by chance. As such, I like to try to prove it etc etc. I suffer a lot of noise pollution and I think that's a start as their system is designed to keep us distressed so that we cannot contemplate ways to meet a female to breed with.
First off, about ten years ago I had a Myspace account and I had loads of girls that talked to me, then the system essentially stepped in and killed that, swapping it over to Facebook in which you cant search for people and essentially doesn't work. At that time, feeling unable to chat about normal stuff, and as the love-shy site says, only concerned with getting a girlfriend, I created www.whowantstomarryme.co.uk so that it was clear. This way people could not be under any misunderstanding about what I was about. I built it up to a massive site but it never got any traffic. I hade about 500 peages, all optimised for things, but never more than 2-3 hits a day. That's Google etc. Th point is, I am a web designer with 20+ years experience now and I know that that was not right. I wont go into the reasons why.
However, the point is I know that that was done by a higher force that wants to keep me single. Its a mathematical thing. I can handle chance (not anymore at 48) but the maths of search. I thought surely after some time something would get some decent rankings and traffic. I had pages on all sorts, free perol for girls, girls ugg boots, dry stone walls for girls, free trips to mars for girls, but NOTHING. After many years I started to get violent and including a lot of hate towards invisible police states and the evil people at Google.
I have been drawing a comic about it at my comic sie:
www.galumph.nl/comic.php?key=13&name=The Internet Has Been Murdered
Hopefully that should make sense.
That's all I want to say right now. I might have many flaws, but I am not the person the system makes me feel, and it is easily enough to commit suicide. As such, its a serious matter. The fact that reddit has now banned this topic just reinforces how this is a deliberate process against people like me.
I think its a hard topic to discuss with other men. I am possibly proud, narsassistic, self centred etc etc, and to be honest, I don't want sympathy, but I did find reading the bullets on love-shy.com to be spot on, and its makes a difference to read something that makes sense and making sense is important as over the years many people have given advice, but it has never made sense.
I will add, that I think this issue makes us vunerable. Far more vunerable than other 'vunerable groups' that the media bends over backwards to support. There is a time when its too late. Its too late to think that magic exists or if a girl facies you and wants to go to the pictures.At this stage you start to count the years left and reflect on the years lost. I feel some desire to try to make sense for people in their 20's as only you can make it happen, but the system wont help you, it is designed to create weak people like me (us) and only information that makes sense will help.
I wonder what people have to say about this post. I seldom bother with spelling etc, so forgive me on that. Its a womens traits and I might add that I have little respect for women really, so the spelling issue can go where the sun doesn't shine.