When it comes to blackpill brutalities the first one that I encountered was in 1st grade when we were on a mountain trip and the teacher wanted to pair me with this foid that was really cute and she instantly said "Can I have someone else ?" from an early age I've felt that I belong nowhere and I've never had any real "friend" mostly because of my poor looks and also because my parents had me late (in their mid 30s), having older parents is always a disaster you might be born deformed or with a severe mental disorder, being conceived in a rostie's womb is always a huge risk for the offspring and on top of the genetic gambling you will never be able to meet young people all my cousins were already 10-11 years older than me, I remember I was always playing alone with my toys during my entire childhood, my case is the usual juggernaut law theory where my MTN-HTN tallfag dad wasted his genes with a sub5 short foid and I ended up with her looks, I didn't get any physical trait from my father unfortunately.
I was always a shy quiet kid in school I wasn't physically bullied until highschool but I've always felt that never ending gossip and laugh behind my back especially coming from foids, the first brutal realization I've had when it comes to looks was in 2009 when the Justin Bieber song "Baby" came out, all those foids from my class it didn't matter what SMV they were literally worshipping him "Tehehe he is so cute, he is totally my type" which is ironic because his face card is pretty much non-existent for men in my country, I'm from Lithuania.
I can't add much when it comes to rejections from foids because in my entire life I tried only 2 times in my supposedly "prime years" and I'm glad I entirely stopped after this, one time was in middle school and it was a plain and a bit aggressive "no" and the second one was in highschool and she said to me "You lost a bet right ? Is this a joke right?" jfl.
I don't wanna create a long ass thread as my first post but yeah...after 12-13 years old when puberty completely destroyed me it was over for me. I have to add that I discovered this forum from r/rehabroom in february 2024 and since then I was a lurker, I was inspired to finally create an account by @SlayerSlayer thread that was pinned here in ID "Having an account here is the most official thing you can do as an incel" if I remember the name correctly.
I hope I will be able to create decent/good threads in the future even tho I'm low IQ and not a native english speaker.
