SingaporeCel
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- Nov 16, 2019
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Fragmented rants. I spent most of my free time on the computer, iPad or iPhone. I literally have zero social skills now. Everyone on my Instagram appears to be significantly far ahead in terms of social standing, dressing and so on, leaving me far behind. I've a few friends, but our interactions is purely through what's app.
I'm also apprehensive because after university one needs to enter wageslave, where I will need to socialise with people, including girls. How is life a gift when it's mostly full of suffering? In fact when one thinks about it, pleasure is simply the cessation of a previous suffering, and as such is negative. For instance, you fap to relieve the suffering caused by sexual desire.
Clinically I've been diagnosed by a slew of psychiatrists with social anxiety and agoraphobia.
I'm also apprehensive because after university one needs to enter wageslave, where I will need to socialise with people, including girls. How is life a gift when it's mostly full of suffering? In fact when one thinks about it, pleasure is simply the cessation of a previous suffering, and as such is negative. For instance, you fap to relieve the suffering caused by sexual desire.
Clinically I've been diagnosed by a slew of psychiatrists with social anxiety and agoraphobia.
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