Blackpill I have tried hard to cope with hobbies and keep the blackpill at bay from claiming my life but its a struggle that I'm losing.

[wereq]

The blackpill is like this dark truth of the abyss that manifests as this grim reaper like figure in my mind, pouncing at the slightest moment of my vulnerability to drag me back into the abyss of despair and suicidal thoughts. I have tried to keep the blackpill thoughts at bay through jew pills, caffeine, and what not, but my inability to achieve things always causes these thoughts to flood back into my mind like a tsunami. Escaping truth is hard. Coping is hard.

 

[Govid_Dorious]

grim reaper

@Grim_Reaper

 

[Lonelyus]

LDAR AND GAME!

 

[wereq]

LDAR AND GAME!

I don't want to LDAR. I have already LDARed for too long. I want to learn a skill but I have to much anxiety, fear of failure, and I'm also low IQ. Never began.

 

[Drakul]

You aren't a kid that can be put in front of a screen and watch Chinese cartoons so he doesn't bother the adults. Thinking copes can save you isn't that far from redditors saying you can be happy without sex/love. It's dehumanizing to think you can be happy with some pixels on a screen.

 

[wereq]

You aren't a kid that can be put in front of a screen and watch Chinese cartoons so he doesn't bother the adults. Thinking copes can save you isn't that far from redditors saying you can be happy without sex/love. It's dehumanizing to think you can be happy with some pixels on a screen.

I don't watch cartoons. I just want to learn how to do good art but the going has been tough.

 

[wereq]

you need to fix your stonach first or else everything will look dreading

tbh

 

[wereq]

you need to fix your stonach first or else everything will look dreading

How is your nerve pain?

 

[Mortis]

my mind, pouncing at the slightest moment of my vulnerability to drag me back into the abyss of despair and suicidal thoughts.

Story of my life.

 

[wereq]

Story of my life.

 

[WiZardTheGrAY]

I have tried to keep the blackpill thoughts at bay through jew pills,

There’s your mistake.

 

[wereq]

it is getting better i can feel it

but its gona tak more time

 

[wereq]

There’s your mistake.

The path of the blackpill is either suicide or (mass) murder. I have been very suicidal till the end of last year when I constantly searching and devising roping methods. I wasn't sure I'd be alive the coming month.

 

[WiZardTheGrAY]

The path of the blackpill is either suicide or (mass) murder. I have been very suicidal till the end of last year when I constantly searching and devising roping methods. I wasn't sure I'd be alive the coming month.

Sounds like the jewpills giving you those thoughts. Maybe you can consider changing your environment, even for just a day.

 

[wereq]

Sounds like the jewpills giving you those thoughts. Maybe you can consider changing your environment, even for just a day.

Jew pills help me cope. I just take the bare minimum: a simple ssri. I tried harder mood stabilizers and it destroyed me within a couple of days so I stopped.

 

[wereq]

Which one do u take

escitalopram

 

[Lonelyus]

I don't want to LDAR. I have already LDARed for too long. I want to learn a skill but I have to much anxiety, fear of failure, and I'm also low IQ. Never began.
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Then YOU FUCKING LDAR!

 

[wereq]

Then YOU FUCKING LDAR!

 

[Lonelyus]

LDAR NOW!

 

[wereq]

LDAR NOW!

ok sir