Blackpill I have nothing to live for

[DefeatedIncel]

Life is just boring and repetitive. Why work? For what? What's the point in doing anything at all? I've worked for a year and saved up quite a lot of money for someone my age but what do I need the money for?

Video games have run it's course, I don't even buy any AAA slop, I play the same games that I bought years ago.

I'm not interested in any new tech or building a new gaming PC anymore, to me it's pointless when I don't even play modern AAA slop.

There's nothing that I'm looking forward to or want, my life is just empty. I only spend money on escorts and food to fuel my gym progress nowadays.

If I got a girlfriend, I don't think it would've fixed my life. Sure I probably would've been a bit happier but I still think I'd have a pretty nihilistic view of the world and everything is just so pointless.

I think this is just depression but I've always felt this way.


Inb4: cope

 

[Fat Link]

 

[psyop]

 

[MasterHero]

I only spend money on escorts

Look at the bright side you have enough money to afford escorts.

 

[DefeatedIncel]

Look at the bright side you have enough money to afford escorts.

I'm leeching off of unemployment money from the government at the moment. Once that runs out I will probably have to stop or do it once a year.

 

[Wolnir]

You're supposed to fall in love with a woman and build a family. This is what you're on this earth to do, it is completely unnatural to be single for your entire life. You feel depressed because these needs aren't being met. Anyone that disagrees is coping.

 

[DefeatedIncel]

You're supposed to fall in love with a woman and build a family. This is what you're on this earth to do, it is completely unnatural to be single for your entire life. You feel depressed because these needs aren't being met. Anyone that disagrees is coping.

Yeah you are right but now that I think about it, I don't even want to build a family, I don't want to pass on my shitty genetics. I wouldn't mind having a girlfriend that is there for me though but I don't think it would 100% solve my nihilism.

 

[Regressive]

. I only spend money on escorts

Before reading this i was sad for you boyo

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Yeah you can become a full time sex monger and visit tons of different girls. It's super addicting though

 

[DefeatedIncel]

Yeah you can become a full time sex monger and visit tons of different girls. It's super addicting though

I will blow through all of my savings that way, I don't know if it's worth it.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

You explain how my life is except for the eascort and working part

To me life is just a repetitive boring loop it feels like limbo almost the majority of my life has been spent in front of a screen mainly youtube for the most part most hobbies that i have are just media consumption just because how boring my life is

I rot in my dorm/room for the most part snd time is just slipping away from my hands i’m 18 and this is supposed to be one of my “best years” unfortunately nothing has changed it’s all been the fucking same it’s just waking up go to class go eat go to gym do homework play games shower and then sleep repeat repeat and fucking repeat

I just wish my copes were enjoyable as they once were when i was little like i was actually able to escape from the world for a bit but that feeling that passion is gone it’s fucking dead

Now i just nap mostly during my free time because of how bored i am i am simply wishing for death to come and take me

But seeing how things are i might as well wait until my college semester is over and go home grab my father’s shotgun and end i don’t care if i hurt them at this point im too fucking bored of living and too apathetic as well

 

[faded]

Life is just boring and repetitive. Why work? For what? What's the point in doing anything at all? I've worked for a year and saved up quite a lot of money for someone my age but what do I need the money for?

Video games have run it's course, I don't even buy any AAA slop, I play the same games that I bought years ago.

I'm not interested in any new tech or building a new gaming PC anymore, to me it's pointless when I don't even play modern AAA slop.

There's nothing that I'm looking forward to or want, my life is just empty. I only spend money on escorts and food to fuel my gym progress nowadays.

If I got a girlfriend, I don't think it would've fixed my life. Sure I probably would've been a bit happier but I still think I'd have a pretty nihilistic view of the world and everything is just so pointless.

I think this is just depression but I've always felt this way.


Inb4: cope

Get a job

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Yeah, life is pretty boring. I don't think it's normal to live past the age of 30. By this point we should be dead already.

 

[TheHungariancel]

You explain how my life is except for the eascort and working part

To me life is just a repetitive boring loop it feels like limbo almost the majority of my life has been spent in front of a screen mainly youtube for the most part most hobbies that i have are just media consumption just because how boring my life is

I rot in my dorm/room for the most part snd time is just slipping away from my hands i’m 18 and this is supposed to be one of my “best years” unfortunately nothing has changed it’s all been the fucking same it’s just waking up go to class go eat go to gym do homework play games shower and then sleep repeat repeat and fucking repeat

I just wish my copes were enjoyable as they once were when i was little like i was actually able to escape from the world for a bit but that feeling that passion is gone it’s fucking dead

Now i just nap mostly during my free time because of how bored i am i am simply wishing for death to come and take me

But seeing how things are i might as well wait until my college semester is over and go home grab my father’s shotgun and end i don’t care if i hurt them at this point im too fucking bored of living and too apathetic as well

You described my life. The most brutal part is that objectively speaking these years are our “golden years”. In terms of health, physical and cognitive capabilities, opportunities, your teenage years and your early to mid 20s are the prime times of your life.

After that, there’s nothing but slow and painful decline.

 

[Incline]

How old are u

 

[_realist_]

I relate so much to this post. Very true for me as well. Life has nothing exciting to offer. Things aren’t the same.

 

[DefeatedIncel]

How old are u

28

 

[Incline]

28

I used to be in the same state at 28.

28 years of age was my breaking point in life. Im 29 now.