Serious I have impostor syndrome when I go outside these days

[RegularManlet]

Past 2 years the amount I have gone outside is alot less than it was before.

Whenever I go out I have a sense of impostor syndrome and I do not belong, maybe I have to talk to a 40 something foid at the checkout and I just know her life is completely different to me, everyone else around me thinks we live in a democracy, they have friends and stuff they do that they enjoy. I feel nothing like the people I am surrounded by, I feel like an imposter, ironically enough I feel like I am the danger, I feel like a wolf in sheeps clothing walking around a monster that might strike at any moment or accidentally reveal that I am different from the collective.

I feel like I am walking among the zombies, my life depends on it to blend in and one wrong move and its over, since being socially cast out illicits a fear of deat

 

[Celius]

Same. I feel severely alienated and lost. It’s to no one’s shock that you can’t feel like you belong with the rest of them when you’re devoid of the most basic human need.

 

[RegularManlet]

Same. I feel severely alienated and lost. It’s to no one’s shock that you can’t feel like you belong with the rest of them when you’re devoid of the most basic human need.

Yeah, or I would liken it to the movie inception, when you are in someone elses mind and you do not belong there, it feels like you against the world.

I just feel alone, I don't belong, I know the people around me are all different and would be repulsed if they could enter my mind. Yet they walk right by me oblivious

 

[Celius]

Yeah, or I would liken it to the movie inception, when you are in someone elses mind and you do not belong there, it feels like you against the world.

I just feel alone, I don't belong, I know the people around me are all different and would be repulsed if they could enter my mind. Yet they walk right by me oblivious

You get used to it for better or worse. I try not to think about for too much otherwise the mania’s gonna kick in and I’ll start going insane.

 

[RegularManlet]

You get used to it for better or worse. I try not to think about for too much otherwise the mania’s gonna kick in and I’ll start going insane.

I am pretty used to it personally, when I got my first job I felt like an imposter then everyone was way older than me and I was so baby'd and sheltered throughout my entire life so to suddenly step in and integrate with adults man. I almost called my foid training manager my mom as well like the meme of a boy accidentally calling his foid school teacher mom.