For those that haven't read any of my prior posts about fitness-related shit, I have exceled in running, weightlifting, soccer and basketball throughout my life. I ran a sub 16-minute 5k at 15, deadlifted 240kg at 18 and a half, and played state for my soccer team back in my early teenage years.
I've always exceled at this shit. I've never had to worry about what some of you guys here have had to, in that you fear people are physically better than you (fitness wise). But at the age of almost 24, I've decided that apart from weightlifting, I really cannot give a shit anymore, and its literally all because of my appearance. I've always, ALWAYS (even when I was in fucking primary school) tried so hard to excel at all this shit because of an inferiority/superiority complex created through being made fun of, first by my family (cousins, brothers, hearing shit from my aunties and pop about my nose and face overall), then by people my own age in school. I didn't really do it to feel better than anyone, just to try and feel like a normal person. But it never really helped in that regard, I still always had to hear about my nose and hear about how ugly I am. Imagine spending almost 20 years of life focusing on doing what 99.99% of people will never do, just to still be the ugly person. It DOESN'T fucking help doing shit. All of this gaslighting we hear about doing shit do make people respect us, it doesn't fucking do anything. This is coming from a person that spent, again, almost 20 years exceling in one of the most important things to excel at in this stupid fucking world.
I decided on this through the past week. I've just been walking through my university campus for about 3 hours a day the last 4 days, thinking and analyzing while doing so. I don't want to make this part long, just know that I kind of just thought to myself "whats the fucking point in keep going to this effort when all of these people are better looking than me without doing anything to deserve it." That's it really. All of the people I walked past with clear skin reminded me that they probably started their skincare routine 5 years later than me and still do the bare minimum to have that skin. They probably drink every weekend, eat a shit diet and exercise far less than me and still have that clear skin. They have all of those friends but when I go out of my way to talk to people (incels can be capable of basic talk too r/cucktears) they're terrible at small talk, making conversation etc.
Moral of my post? Don't fucking try. Put the bare minimum into everything, and if your genetics allow it, you will succeed. It's that simple.
I've always exceled at this shit. I've never had to worry about what some of you guys here have had to, in that you fear people are physically better than you (fitness wise). But at the age of almost 24, I've decided that apart from weightlifting, I really cannot give a shit anymore, and its literally all because of my appearance. I've always, ALWAYS (even when I was in fucking primary school) tried so hard to excel at all this shit because of an inferiority/superiority complex created through being made fun of, first by my family (cousins, brothers, hearing shit from my aunties and pop about my nose and face overall), then by people my own age in school. I didn't really do it to feel better than anyone, just to try and feel like a normal person. But it never really helped in that regard, I still always had to hear about my nose and hear about how ugly I am. Imagine spending almost 20 years of life focusing on doing what 99.99% of people will never do, just to still be the ugly person. It DOESN'T fucking help doing shit. All of this gaslighting we hear about doing shit do make people respect us, it doesn't fucking do anything. This is coming from a person that spent, again, almost 20 years exceling in one of the most important things to excel at in this stupid fucking world.
I decided on this through the past week. I've just been walking through my university campus for about 3 hours a day the last 4 days, thinking and analyzing while doing so. I don't want to make this part long, just know that I kind of just thought to myself "whats the fucking point in keep going to this effort when all of these people are better looking than me without doing anything to deserve it." That's it really. All of the people I walked past with clear skin reminded me that they probably started their skincare routine 5 years later than me and still do the bare minimum to have that skin. They probably drink every weekend, eat a shit diet and exercise far less than me and still have that clear skin. They have all of those friends but when I go out of my way to talk to people (incels can be capable of basic talk too r/cucktears) they're terrible at small talk, making conversation etc.
Moral of my post? Don't fucking try. Put the bare minimum into everything, and if your genetics allow it, you will succeed. It's that simple.
