Anytime i look at myself in the mirror i look like a huge beast, no one wants to be my friend, i wished i had friends for fuckin once, my mom was a bitch to me, she abused me, my dad did the same, i honestly hate living with them even more than, i cant buy a house cuz the ecomony is fucking expensive and when i tried to explain this, the pos dad decides to get mad at me for it, i just feel like bashing ym head in already, this time however, i want to bash my parents skulls in, for all the shit they did to me, they deserve to die for it, my god i cant fucking stand this shit anymore, i just feel like fucking killing them already, their assholes, i want to kill my entire family, i hate them, i hate them all i don't want to be around these people anymore than i already am, these shitstains get to be at peace while im forced to relive the same nightmares from my childhood, i hate them i hate them all, i tried going on the reddits to explain this shit but i get the same reponse, i hate my entire family i hate them, they never loved me, they always saw me as a freak, they compared me, they mocked and belittle me in every single chance they get, i want to kill them, i want them to die finally
