SuicideFuel I hate having such pussy genes

[Savage]

I'm always on heightened alert around people with angry temperament; I physically feel flushing internally inside my body reaching to my head from my chest, just like a bimbo toilet who's about to get belted by her husband, except in her case she enjoys the beating shortly after.

I think it stems from familial problems as my family was always in disarray growing up and I usually took the blame for the most measly of things. I fucking hate myself for being subjected to this state when it occurs.

 

[SuccessfulShark]

I have the same exact problem, I suspect it comes from my controlling parents but Idk

 

[Savage]

yea, I have a somewhat controlling mother. Only way i've found to counteract this pussylike feeling is jewpills but I don't receive them anymore