I don't understand this kind of thinking, how can you feel like a burden to your parents if they're the ones who chose to put you into this world? If anything you should feel entitled because everything that you ever had to go through in life is in some way their fault (some of them are directly their fault), therefore if they chose to give birth to you it should be their duty to make your life as better as possible, including not lying and giving bluepill advice to you, it is your payback for them putting you into this hellhole of an existence.
Remember, you will never grow up, become an adult, a man, and fully swallow the blackpill (which is about how the world works not just foids and mating dynamics) until you realize this, stop having this undeserved respect for your parents and be able to talk to them on the same level. If anyone owes anything its them to you, not the other way around.