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I stood up fast and yanked my headphones from the desktop pc which resulted in one side of the headphones being deaf. Now a normal person would be slightly annoyed but I freaked out and started punching things with my fists. I am so used to using my pc nearly 18 hours a day that any inconvenience surrounding my PC throws me off. And since it's saturday evening I had to hurry to the store and get a new pair before the store would close.
I need my headphones to deafen the outside noise and to remove myself from cohabitants of my dwelling. I need my PC to survive. I don't need the internet because I was smart enough to download a lot of useful things like books and documentaries but I NEED my pc and my headphones.
The worst thing about it is that I am extremely self aware. I know just how pathetic caring about my pc and related hardware is. But I also have NOTHING ELSE TO LIVE FOR. I have few material possesions and PC is my life. It has been my life since I turned 14. For 13 years I have sat in this corner, quietly wasting away my life. So I incelrage marched to the store as fast as I could and the sheer rage gave me the low inhibition to give couples and attractive females looks of pure rage and disgust.
I wanted to call some female that wore fishnets a prostitute in public but I pussied out and settled for suddenly turning my head around and giving her the creepiest smile I could muster. She recoiled and looked shocked like I just pulled out my penis and jacked off in her hair.
I need my headphones to deafen the outside noise and to remove myself from cohabitants of my dwelling. I need my PC to survive. I don't need the internet because I was smart enough to download a lot of useful things like books and documentaries but I NEED my pc and my headphones.
The worst thing about it is that I am extremely self aware. I know just how pathetic caring about my pc and related hardware is. But I also have NOTHING ELSE TO LIVE FOR. I have few material possesions and PC is my life. It has been my life since I turned 14. For 13 years I have sat in this corner, quietly wasting away my life. So I incelrage marched to the store as fast as I could and the sheer rage gave me the low inhibition to give couples and attractive females looks of pure rage and disgust.
I wanted to call some female that wore fishnets a prostitute in public but I pussied out and settled for suddenly turning my head around and giving her the creepiest smile I could muster. She recoiled and looked shocked like I just pulled out my penis and jacked off in her hair.