LDAR I got over my depression

[subhuman]

A lot of agonizing over no bitches comes from this fantasy of obtainment that seems very real. Like hot sluts dressing like whores in public letting you see but not touch. Or having a positive interaction with the cute cashier foid at target which you think means she likes you. On some level you still think you have a chance to make it with a bitch, but are being cucked out of this potential world and in turn self actualization, which hurts. At some point though, I must've lost all hope. Even in my dreams, girls won't have sex with me, and all my wet dreams now are just of me beating off to internet porn. I've achieved a level of derealization by isolating myself entirely from girls. I'm NEETmaxxed and shut in so I never go out and see girls and haven't talked to them in forever. The result is that I can't even conceive of them except as fleeting images on a screen. Even my time with prostitutes was just surreal to me. So I don't even think about them and their absence from my life. I just idle the days away unbothered. I think this is the end game for the LDAR lifestyle.

Also related:

"Going Out" & "Staying Healthy" As An Incel Just Makes You Suffer More (Practically Everything In Life Is Connected To/Revolves Around Sex)

You've all heard the typical normie advice of "just go out and do some things you enjoy" and/or "eat healthy and stay fit", they don't seem to get that these things can't really be enjoyed by someone who is sexually starved and/or doesn't have a partner I was watching a stand up comedy special...

incels.is

 

[Newton the 2nd]

Same if you want to avoid suicide as a inkie you have to isolate yourself even more

 

[EngelCallDell19]

Same if you want to avoid suicide as a inkie you have to isolate yourself even more

 

[Incel TV]

Welcome back

 

[wereq]

Look who returned!

 

[Subhuman100]

You can't stay a NEET shut in forever though...

 

[DarkStarDown]

A lot of agonizing over no bitches comes from this fantasy of obtainment that seems very real. Like hot sluts dressing like whores in public letting you see but not touch.

Yeah this shit is rage fuel for me- I hate seeing foids show themselves off in public yet I know they would never give me a chance.

Or having a positive interaction with the cute cashier foid at target which you think means she likes you. On some level you still think you have a chance to make it with a bitch, but are being cucked out of this potential world and in turn self actualization, which hurts.

I think it's just human survival Instinct kicking in.

At some point though, I must've lost all hope.

I officially gave up over a year ago, been just LDARing since then.

Even in my dreams, girls won't have sex with me, and all my wet dreams now are just of me beating off to internet porn.

Brutal tbh.

I've achieved a level of derealization by isolating myself entirely from girls. I'm NEETmaxxed and shut in so I never go out and see girls and haven't talked to them in forever.

Good tbh- better to live in comfort & isolation as opposed to conforming to this bullshit, unless you can gain something from it ofc.

The result is that I can't even conceive of them except as fleeting images on a screen. Even my time with prostitutes was just surreal to me. So I don't even think about them and their absence from my life. I just idle the days away unbothered. I think this is the end game for the LDAR lifestyle.

I just wish I could think of a foid in an actual human-connection kind of way- not just sexual, but actually having a foid who cared about me, thought I was a great guy, wanted to just do some activity with me, etc.

Glad to see you post again though.

 

[kay']

You can't stay a NEET shut in forever though...

 

[subhuman]

Look who returned!

What's good my favorite currycel bro

 

[subhuman]

You can't stay a NEET shut in forever though...

I'm gonna ride this out as long as I can and then just get a night shift security job where I just go on my computer all night and continue my escapism.

 

[ElTruecel]

Fuck. The LDAR acceptance lifestyle of it being fully over will be the plan in the future. But you’re a giga richfag anyways so u can afford to NEET

 

[subhuman]

• Komesarj and Minmin broke up
• FemoidsGTFO turned out to nurture deeply homoerotic fantasies (pegging)
• Ariane's sister spiralled into deep sorrow after her Mexican (online) boyfriend purchased her a buttplug
• Ariane has reacted negatively and incessantly watches TikTok while bed-rotting
• The Discord server is relatively inactive

Kek thanks for catching me up. I was out of the loop after my discord got banned and the janny wouldn't give me the link to the new server. What's happening with you?

Will you go back to Uni?

Nah fuck uni lol. I just want to piss away my days, I can't be bothered with that shit and having to interact with normies. My parents are pleading with me to go back but I never will.

 

[DarkStarDown]

Will you go back to Uni?

Here's a synopsis of the Discord drama:

• Komesarj and Minmin broke up

Really?

• FemoidsGTFO turned out to nurture deeply homoerotic fantasies (pegging)

Doubt this.

• Ariane's sister spiralled into deep sorrow after her Mexican (online) boyfriend purchased her a buttplug
• Ariane has reacted negatively and incessantly watches TikTok while bed-rotting
• The Discord server is relatively inactive

True.

Nah fuck uni lol. I just want to piss away my days, I can't be bothered with that shit and having to interact with normies. My parents are pleading with me to go back but I never will.

Milk this from them, try & give them the illusion that you will go back if they let you NEET & adhere to your demands.

 

[Incel TV]

You can't stay a NEET shut in forever though...

Subhuman100 meets subhuman

 

[Adamhastor]

Even my time with prostitutes was just surreal to me

OK, Chad

 

[CopingForBrutality]

I believe we spoke briefly before on Discord, what kept you from continuing uni? Also I remember that thread where you said you felt empty from all that escortcelling, is the feeling still present within? Either way, welcome back.

Fuck. The LDAR acceptance lifestyle of it being fully over will be the plan in the future. But you’re a giga richfag anyways so u can afford to NEET

Aim to work remote or at least hybrid

 

[wereq]

What's good my favorite currycel bro

Nothing much man. Just carrying on existing. You?

 

[NotoriousLoser]

Depression will never go away..

 

[Cnidoblastos]

I' m at the same way since 2018. I don't care anymore about woman, it's impossible for us. My mind created aversion in that point. Prostitutes solved my problems in the past and after that, I lost my pleasure for "dream with real woman, try catch woman"... And today I have a responsible life where I need save my money, I'm a workaholic that have so many things to do. Sometimes I make travels, but everyday I'm occupied. I don't feel bad about it anymore.

 

[Subhuman100]

I'm gonna ride this out as long as I can and then just get a night shift security job where I just go on my computer all night and continue my escapism.

which country do you live in
the night shift job will be low paying

 

[Izayacel]

the urge to have sex " with these Woman sure is overwhelming .

 

[ElTruecel]

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Normies are infuriated when incels figure out the secrets of NEETing.

Yup

 

[ElTruecel]

Aim to work remote or at least hybrid

That’s my goal I have a few people including relatives who work remote earning 6+ figures in their 20s

 

[FakeFakecel]

Welcome back. How have you coped with the circumcisionpill tho?

 

[ItsovERfucks]

 

[subhuman]

Welcome back. How have you coped with the circumcisionpill tho?

There's no coping with the circumcisionpill. It's so brutal all my boners hurt like hell because the skin is so tight and I feel barely any pleasure because the kike doctor gouged out my frenulum when I was a baby. I just try to forget because I can't really do anything unless they figure out how to use stem cells to fix my penis.

 

[FakeFakecel]

There's no coping with the circumcisionpill. It's so brutal all my boners hurt like hell because the skin is so tight and I feel barely any pleasure because the kike doctor gouged out my frenulum when I was a baby. I just try to forget because I can't really do anything unless they figure out how to use stem cells to fix my penis.

I'm trying to cope with foregen but I feel like it's a pipe dream

 

[IronsideCel]

There's no coping with the circumcisionpill. It's so brutal all my boners hurt like hell because the skin is so tight and I feel barely any pleasure because the kike doctor gouged out my frenulum when I was a baby. I just try to forget because I can't really do anything unless they figure out how to use stem cells to fix my penis.

Circuckision is the worst thing to happen to an inkwell.
It's the last torture method to make sure we never enjoy life on top of inceldom.
Kikes are truly evil creatures.