Im 24, and always been that “future obsessed” “next new thing goynsoomer” guy that always dreamed about this epicurean frutiger aero delusion of grandeur resolution of mine, where I depicted myself as this sci-fi all knowing cool edgelord guy thing that conquered his life and was idk battling monsters from space with tech, basically any Starset song lyrics.
Im purposely exaggerating things here but u get me, I thought as a kid that once I became this cool knowledgeable cyberpunk guy my life would be settled, without doing shit to achieve that actually, I was just being corny and I don’t have any qualifications. Also, I always wanted to be on the edge of the new thing, the new meme, the new internet theories, buzzwords, that’s the reason why I started to watch lots of american content while soytaly normies stick on retarded local content.
Even being an autistic ugly pos I schizo imagined myself to figure it out one day, until reality started to set in. Ive my good amount of mental problems, but deep down I think every young man feels like this, this world lies u into believing endless possibilities. You then find by yourself what life is all about, alone in the dark of your filthy room.
I started to get affectionate to personal less “cutting edge” things in my life, distancing myself from this never ending run, because we are mortals, after all. Our time is limited, defined, short. We cannot keep following fireflies for our entire lives. It’s fine to settle with attachments made through the way, to have old copes, to not be cool anymore. Like the “last guy playing xbox 360” meme but fr.
We are not meant to overcome ourselves everyday, there’s not always gonna be tomorrow. Im tired of losing enjoyment to things because theres a goy 2.0 new entertainment happening somewhere. I don’t wanna be a slave to time itself anymore. Boomers have their own dignity of finding attachment to the obsolete.
Im purposely exaggerating things here but u get me, I thought as a kid that once I became this cool knowledgeable cyberpunk guy my life would be settled, without doing shit to achieve that actually, I was just being corny and I don’t have any qualifications. Also, I always wanted to be on the edge of the new thing, the new meme, the new internet theories, buzzwords, that’s the reason why I started to watch lots of american content while soytaly normies stick on retarded local content.
Even being an autistic ugly pos I schizo imagined myself to figure it out one day, until reality started to set in. Ive my good amount of mental problems, but deep down I think every young man feels like this, this world lies u into believing endless possibilities. You then find by yourself what life is all about, alone in the dark of your filthy room.
I started to get affectionate to personal less “cutting edge” things in my life, distancing myself from this never ending run, because we are mortals, after all. Our time is limited, defined, short. We cannot keep following fireflies for our entire lives. It’s fine to settle with attachments made through the way, to have old copes, to not be cool anymore. Like the “last guy playing xbox 360” meme but fr.
We are not meant to overcome ourselves everyday, there’s not always gonna be tomorrow. Im tired of losing enjoyment to things because theres a goy 2.0 new entertainment happening somewhere. I don’t wanna be a slave to time itself anymore. Boomers have their own dignity of finding attachment to the obsolete.
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