Basiclly I got drunk bc wasnt expecting my parents to come home until tomorrow. They got here early and my mom started bitching at me. So I went on a rant about how much I hate my life, the reason I drink so much, etc. My dad left the house bc he doesn't want to get his ass beat again.
At some point I mentioned wanting to kill some teenagers over PDA. My mom asks why, says "they're just being young." I lose my shit, saying "YEAH EVERYONE GETS TO BE YOUNG EXCEPT FOR ME, I WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE THAT, I MISSED OUT ON THE BEST YEARS OF LIFE IOFJSDIOFKFJKEROGKJEORLPGBDFLV."
My mom tries to convince I'm still young and there's some good girl out there. I imply that only crazy sluts and landwhales are left.. She agrees that most girls are trash in this culture and asks what I think about arranged marriage. At this point I realize that I've already said too much, so I try to backpedal. "Wtf? Why are we talking about marriage? I don't care about that. OH SO YOU DON'T THINK I CAN SCORE ON MY OWN???!??" etc. YEAH YOU THINK I CAN'T FIND A GIRL BECAUSE IM AN UGLY PIECE OF SHIT, etc."
She eventually asks, "if we helped you find someone, would you treat her right?"
Then I completely lost it, said something along the lines of "NO I WOULD TORTURE HER FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE, BREAK EVERY BONE IN HER BODY, I WOULD MAKE HER WISH SHE WAS DEAD" etc. "GREAT NOW I FUCKING LOST MY APPETITE"
*throws plate across the room*
Then my mom cried and left. It took me a while to clean up all the plate fragments.
