Humans seem to have these weird coping mechanisms, its like everyone is so busy trying to keep up the illusion they themselves fall for it and forget its an illusion, or maybe everyone is self-aware and just pretends not to be, and its like this unspoken rule that nobody acknowledges the rule and what were all doing
I find it funny to see all these guys show up in suits and ties, "speaking properly", trying to act and appear "civil", like they aren't animals, and I know full well later that evening most all of them are going home to wildly pound the fuck out of some flesh, sex is the driving force behind all humans, especially men, it just all seems so fake when you look at it that way. Everybody knows full well the guy standing in front of us trying to look prim and proper, trying to give some kind of "team work speech", deep down all he really wants to do is fuck, all that shit is just part of his role, within a role, within a role, within society, to gather resources, to put towards his actual desires, primarily sex. That guy who is trying to show this "professional" appearance is going to be a panting sweaty mess a few hours from now covered in various bodily fluids and excretions, am I seriously supposed to pretend this isn't reality, seems like that's what everyone else is doing
All these women showing up to meetings in their "professional" "work clothes", speaking "professionally", all this shit is just an act, trying to convey this air of superiority, "class" and civility, yet a few hours ago last night they were on their knees gargling some guys cum saying a bunch of embarrassing shit to "sound kinky"
Most of the time I'm not thinking of this, especially when i'm focused on my work (I zone out as much as I'm capable of doing), but a good few times during the day I'll become aware of this again and all preceding conversations and interactions feel surreal, you have this heightened self awareness of whats going on around you, why people are doing something, what they may be trying to hide, who likes who, etc, and I just have to force this fake smile and go along with it all, and carry on conversations as though I'm not aware of whats going on around me, what everyones intentions are, what my intentions are, what were all taking part in, its all just a pointless annoying game, none of this shit is real
How am I supposed to seriously respect these animals, that's whats so funny about normies wondering why we can't empathize with them, its because were not one of them, we might as well be another species, the thinking and observations of someone who is "outside of the matrix" and someone who is "inside of the matrix" is so drastic that they might as well be a different species. Like I said before, sometimes I wonder though if everyone actually is self-aware and as part of the "unspoken rule" most people just go out of their way to ignore these thoughts, suppress them, not acknowledge them, for the sake of not revealing their own true nature, for if people stopped playing this game on a large scale, the game would cease to exist, there'd be no going back, just as there's no going back from the black pill, the end of the game is a threat to the modern human psyche (which needs a "healthy" and "intact" ego to function "civilly")
This is probably why sex scandals at work usually lead to someone being fired, because IT THREATENS THE GAME/ILLUSION, people come to work SO THAT THEY CAN "PLAY HUMAN", play the role of this dignified being that has a "higher purpose", higher values, and a higher status than an animal, then when the bell tolls and its time to leave work, people ironically start talking about how much they are going to indulge in those animalistic urges they pretend they are above and isn't the core of their existence (especially on a Friday evening) - "time to go party, use stimulants for a dopamine rush, get laid, sleep more than usual, etc"
I often wonder how this doesn't give pause to people, how can people lack so much self awareness, it is truly confusing, it will never stop being interesting to observe these interactions though, its like watching a dog chase its tail in a way, or a moth endlessly ramming itself into a light bulb, or a fly banging into a glass window over and over, from your perspective you are thinking their problems are obvious and the solutions are too, but that's because you're aware of the problem, normies aren't really aware of anything, they pretty much just exist. This is why I don't feel anything at the thought of a mass shooting or the lives lost during the act, do you mourn the death of ants, do you feel bad when a roach dies, no you don't, in comparison to the average incel, its normies who are sub-human, they might as well be insects with the level of self awareness they exhibit
I find it funny to see all these guys show up in suits and ties, "speaking properly", trying to act and appear "civil", like they aren't animals, and I know full well later that evening most all of them are going home to wildly pound the fuck out of some flesh, sex is the driving force behind all humans, especially men, it just all seems so fake when you look at it that way. Everybody knows full well the guy standing in front of us trying to look prim and proper, trying to give some kind of "team work speech", deep down all he really wants to do is fuck, all that shit is just part of his role, within a role, within a role, within society, to gather resources, to put towards his actual desires, primarily sex. That guy who is trying to show this "professional" appearance is going to be a panting sweaty mess a few hours from now covered in various bodily fluids and excretions, am I seriously supposed to pretend this isn't reality, seems like that's what everyone else is doing
All these women showing up to meetings in their "professional" "work clothes", speaking "professionally", all this shit is just an act, trying to convey this air of superiority, "class" and civility, yet a few hours ago last night they were on their knees gargling some guys cum saying a bunch of embarrassing shit to "sound kinky"
Most of the time I'm not thinking of this, especially when i'm focused on my work (I zone out as much as I'm capable of doing), but a good few times during the day I'll become aware of this again and all preceding conversations and interactions feel surreal, you have this heightened self awareness of whats going on around you, why people are doing something, what they may be trying to hide, who likes who, etc, and I just have to force this fake smile and go along with it all, and carry on conversations as though I'm not aware of whats going on around me, what everyones intentions are, what my intentions are, what were all taking part in, its all just a pointless annoying game, none of this shit is real
How am I supposed to seriously respect these animals, that's whats so funny about normies wondering why we can't empathize with them, its because were not one of them, we might as well be another species, the thinking and observations of someone who is "outside of the matrix" and someone who is "inside of the matrix" is so drastic that they might as well be a different species. Like I said before, sometimes I wonder though if everyone actually is self-aware and as part of the "unspoken rule" most people just go out of their way to ignore these thoughts, suppress them, not acknowledge them, for the sake of not revealing their own true nature, for if people stopped playing this game on a large scale, the game would cease to exist, there'd be no going back, just as there's no going back from the black pill, the end of the game is a threat to the modern human psyche (which needs a "healthy" and "intact" ego to function "civilly")
This is probably why sex scandals at work usually lead to someone being fired, because IT THREATENS THE GAME/ILLUSION, people come to work SO THAT THEY CAN "PLAY HUMAN", play the role of this dignified being that has a "higher purpose", higher values, and a higher status than an animal, then when the bell tolls and its time to leave work, people ironically start talking about how much they are going to indulge in those animalistic urges they pretend they are above and isn't the core of their existence (especially on a Friday evening) - "time to go party, use stimulants for a dopamine rush, get laid, sleep more than usual, etc"
I often wonder how this doesn't give pause to people, how can people lack so much self awareness, it is truly confusing, it will never stop being interesting to observe these interactions though, its like watching a dog chase its tail in a way, or a moth endlessly ramming itself into a light bulb, or a fly banging into a glass window over and over, from your perspective you are thinking their problems are obvious and the solutions are too, but that's because you're aware of the problem, normies aren't really aware of anything, they pretty much just exist. This is why I don't feel anything at the thought of a mass shooting or the lives lost during the act, do you mourn the death of ants, do you feel bad when a roach dies, no you don't, in comparison to the average incel, its normies who are sub-human, they might as well be insects with the level of self awareness they exhibit
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