SuicideFuel I feel the strong urge to kill myself

[First loss]

I came back from school. I had some shit happen with my ex oneitis and that thing along with something other and me being sad is too much. I feel pain inside me and I hear a voice telling me to kill myself. Just over and over. I see pictures of me dead in my mind. Dying or something. I'll probably follow trough with this tbh. Life is getting only worse, not better.

 

[HighTGymcel]

oneitis

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oneitis

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[Blacktarpill]

Maybe you should start drinking... I dont wanna recommend it but yeah,

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[HighTGymcel]

Maybe you should start drinking... I dont wanna recommend it but yeah,

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[HighTGymcel]

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[Insomniac]

Aren’t you 16? That’s really young bro. I had suicidal thoughts at that age too but I didn’t go through with it. I hope you can recover better than I did and not waste your youth rotting.

 

[Inceldo]

Only gayboys get suicidal thoughts

If you feel like offing yourself you probably are after some bum action

 

[Sniffles]

Don't tbh. First of all the people creating these injustices are winning if you do. Also like someone else said you are still very young and there is still a pretty good chance for you to become wealthy and make all of them jealous while you sit in the lap of luxury.

 

[ihaveno1]

I hear a voice telling me to kill myself

that voice should think of some better options tbh

 

[First loss]

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Find my old suicide fuel threads about it.

Maybe you should start drinking... I dont wanna recommend it but yeah,

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I did. It feels good when I'm doing it but I need to drink moderately.

Aren’t you 16? That’s really young bro. I had suicidal thoughts at that age too but I didn’t go through with it. I hope you can recover better than I did and not waste your youth rotting.

I don't know tbh. I have no motivation to do anything. I just want to die.

that voice should think of some better options tbh

Well it doesn't tbh.

 

[Deleted member 15752]

Dude, you are 16. It is truly over if you are 21 and still KHHV.

Fucking hell dude, only 1 oneitis has fucked you over and you feel suicidal already?

If 5 reject you, 100% you are going ER. Insane shit tbh...

 

[Cuyen]

Aren’t you 16? That’s really young bro. I had suicidal thoughts at that age too but I didn’t go through with it. I hope you can recover better than I did and not waste your youth rotting.

 

[HighTGymcel]

Find my old suicide fuel threads about it.


I did. It feels good when I'm doing it but I need to drink moderately.


I don't know tbh. I have no motivation to do anything. I just want to die.


Well it doesn't tbh.

I meant what are oneitis?

 

[Deleted member 15752]

I meant what are oneitis?

a "crush" you have on some girl you are obsessed with


aka

 

[Blacktarpill]

Dude, you are 16. It is truly over if you are 21 and still KHHV.

Fucking hell dude, only 1 oneitis has fucked you over and you feel suicidal already?

If 5 reject you, 100% you are going ER. Insane shit tbh...

This is nothing op,

 

[Deleted member 15752]

This is nothing op,

Tbh the first oneitis is the hardest one. After 10 rejections you become a immune transcendent god.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Tbh the first oneitis is the hardest one. After 10 rejections you become a immune transcendent god.

I havent tried approaching yet so i dont have anything to say about this.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Aren’t you 16? That’s really young bro. I had suicidal thoughts at that age too but I didn’t go through with it. I hope you can recover better than I did and not waste your youth rotting.

This, I had the same experience.

@First loss you should try to get through this, maybe stop directing your feelings at foids so you'll feel less hurt from rejection.

Tbh the first oneitis is the hardest one. After 10 rejections you become a immune transcendent god.

The first few experiences being awful can fuck you up for years though.

 

[Deleted member 15752]

I havent tried approaching yet so i dont have anything to say about this.

Dating online will never work. Try approaching tbh

This, I had the same experience.

@First loss you should try to get through this, maybe stop directing your feelings at foids so you'll feel less hurt from rejection.


The first few experiences being awful can fuck you up for years though.

Thats why you have to go in with the mentality that YOU will get rejected. And that it wont be a surprise when you do.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Dating online will never work.

I havent tried this either.

 

[Izayacel]

if people wouldnt be afraid to kill theirselfs,, their would be a kill apocalypse

 

[Deleted member 15752]

I havent tried this either.

Worth a shot or 2.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Worth a shot or 2.

Online dating looks kinda cucked but i. might try it.

 

[Deleted member 15752]

Online dating looks kinda cucked but i. might try it.

Nothing to lose.. try and see.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Nothing to lose.. try and see.

I need alcohol for that tbh

 

[Deleted member 15752]

I need alcohol for that tbh

Inb4 u ascend.

 

[Juxtaposition6]

It'll pass, in the meantime, don't do anything stupid, OP.