Zeref
I chose nothing but here I'm
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I never felt anything resembling real jealousy until the blackpill destroyed me. Even immediately after, it barely registered.
Now it's an all-consuming, gut-wrenching inferno that physically torments me. I open Chad's Instagram or TikTok and my eyes burn with tears it's just pure rage and despair over nothing but cosmic genetic lottery bullshit. Porn is ruined for me as well. I can't watch a single scene without boiling with hatred for the guy fucking her.
Social media is a daily psychological holocaust. Every scroll makes me feel like a worthless, subhuman genetic failure sinking deeper into the abyss.
IRL is even worse. Catching a glimpse of a tall Chad in the wild makes me want to blow my brains out on the spot. The absolute worst is seeing hordes of braindead foids drooling and simping over Chad's most basic photo millions of likes and comments just because he exists and breathes. I've chadfished before, so I can vividly imagine his DMs being an absolute flooded cum dumpster of desperate foids throwing themselves at him. Soul shattering.
Now it's an all-consuming, gut-wrenching inferno that physically torments me. I open Chad's Instagram or TikTok and my eyes burn with tears it's just pure rage and despair over nothing but cosmic genetic lottery bullshit. Porn is ruined for me as well. I can't watch a single scene without boiling with hatred for the guy fucking her.
Social media is a daily psychological holocaust. Every scroll makes me feel like a worthless, subhuman genetic failure sinking deeper into the abyss.
IRL is even worse. Catching a glimpse of a tall Chad in the wild makes me want to blow my brains out on the spot. The absolute worst is seeing hordes of braindead foids drooling and simping over Chad's most basic photo millions of likes and comments just because he exists and breathes. I've chadfished before, so I can vividly imagine his DMs being an absolute flooded cum dumpster of desperate foids throwing themselves at him. Soul shattering.





