Deleted member 40186
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i make rap songs just to fill the gap in my life and even with me knowing i will not make it as big artist because i need connections in the industry and i don't even have friends let alone connections
and i have that cursed thinking that i need to be contract killer
i don't know what that goal come from
being like 18 and without any friends at all
without even a car
and lives in really rural area where even ghosts don't live there
i feel like im very lost in life
i feel like i shouldn't be alive that long
maybe if i died in car crash when i was 11 maybe it will feel good to me than living now
and i have that cursed thinking that i need to be contract killer
i don't know what that goal come from
being like 18 and without any friends at all
without even a car
and lives in really rural area where even ghosts don't live there
i feel like im very lost in life
i feel like i shouldn't be alive that long
maybe if i died in car crash when i was 11 maybe it will feel good to me than living now