Ever since I was little I remember not fitting in anywhere. Online, I tried to make friends by joining communities that I had an interest in but everyone online usually already has a friend group meaning you will be left out. Or by simply just trying to be friendly in games then be forgotten 2 days later.I am only in like 3 discord servers where I occasionally lurk and I realise how much I do not fit in. And in those servers usually because you're new, it's 10x harder to introduce yourself let alone make friends. Even in real life (obviously) where I tried to make friends with normies by larping topics like sports, after a day or two I would just be forgotten and never talked to agian. Really shows that I truly don't fit in anywhere besides this community.
