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SuicideFuel I feel like I’m gonna die very soon

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I’ve feeling like a dead man for a month now, feel absolutely horrible, my heart literally hurts everyday

i think my subhumanity will kill me soon ,I wish I was lucky and privileged :feelsbadman::cryfeels::feelscry:

i really think I’m a gonner soon
 
That sucks man, but not doing anything about this will not help you. If you need help, seek it out. You can even just talk about it, do the little things that can help you. Like taking a long shower, doing a new hobby or something.
 
I just did that, cried my eyes out and slept in the shower :(
Hey, just let it all out you know? There's always something that can help you be happy again. Do you have any hobbies?
 
before you sui:
-try escorts​
-smoke cigarettes if you havent already​
-try to find a room mate or some kind of low tier normie aquintance through work​
-if you dont wageslave work in a restaurant as a waiter, foids and normies can be nice or at least tolerate you so you feel less lonely​
-start to write a journal​

These things gave me lifefuel
 
Literally anything, but that doesn’t help, not anymore:cryfeels::feelscry::feelsbadman:
I'm sure we can find something to change that! You know what helped me through my depression? Drawing it as a person, like how do they look like? Is their hair long? etc. Maybe that can help you.

I found a study that personificating it helps alleviate the feelings :)
 
If my family finds out I’ll be dishonored
Thats funny- I actually asked my mom for my first cigarette. My parents are non smokers. I visited them due to covid. I talked with them about my depression and inceldom and told them I need a cigarette, they gave me a leftover cigarette a guest forgot. If your parents love you they will relate and understand that you need something to ease your pain:smonk:
 
Same, if you're feeling this way, then you probably are.

Thats funny- I actually asked my mom for my first cigarette. My parents are non smokers. I visited them due to covid. I talked with them about my depression and inceldom and told them I need a cigarette, they gave me a leftover cigarette a guest forgot. If your parents love you they will relate and understand that you need something to ease your pain:smonk:
Cigarettes are good cope personally. Malboro Gold :smonk:
 
Also I can absolutely understand that you dont have any motivation maybe to apply for a wagecuck job or something or that you in general have no hope at all. And thats why the first thing I did which gave me the initial life fuel I required to do more advanced things was to go to postitutes and at that point I was very close to sui already
 
how old r u bro
 
how old r u bro
21
Also I can absolutely understand that you dont have any motivation maybe to apply for a wagecuck job or something or that you in general have no hope at all. And thats why the first thing I did which gave me the initial life fuel I required to do more advanced things was to go to postitutes and at that point I was very close to sui already
Too high inhib and don’t have much money
Same, if you're feeling this way, then you probably are.


Cigarettes are good cope personally. Malboro Gold :smonk:
Eh maybe but i have a code not to smoke
you need something to ease your pain:smonk:
I have a stupid code to not smoke ,I think it’s degeneracy
 
are you a neet or are you still studying or already working?
Trying not to fail my stem major, I’ll probably fail and my scholarship will be gone, then I go er
 
I just did that, cried my eyes out and slept in the shower :(
Damn bro, I didn't think I would leave you so devastated. I'm gonna go easier on you next time now that I know how sensitive you are :what:
 
Why'd you choose to take up STEM anyway?
I dunno, shy autists like me considered to go to stem that’s why,I know it was wrong but whatever, I’m trying to finish it aight
 
Lucky as fuck if you're about to die, please give me your heart problems
 
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Too high inhib and don’t have much money

Eh maybe but i have a code not to smoke

I have a stupid code to not smoke ,I think it’s degeneracy
Idk man, I was really close to suicide, now I am better but it also gets worse again so I am in the same boat, maybe in a few years I will regret that I have not kms earlier. Maybe you will get lucky, maybe your brain will have some random spark of motivation out of despiration and it will lead to something so you can cope for a little bit longer. The cigarette and the escort were also for me some gut reactions. I just randomly decided to do it and it had a lasting effect on me. But will something like that happen to you. Idk maybe we cannot influence it but sometimes just doing something after making a snap decision leads somewhere. It can be other drugs, it can be just talking to a random stranger or for that matter your oneitis if you ever had one (can also be massive sui fuel) or it can be just randomly deciding to take a 200 miles walk.
 
Idk man, I was really close to suicide, now I am better but it also gets worse again so I am in the same boat, maybe in a few years I will regret that I have not kms earlier. Maybe you will get lucky, maybe your brain will have some random spark of motivation out of despiration and it will lead to something so you can cope for a little bit longer. The cigarette and the escort were also for me some gut reactions. I just randomly decided to do it and it had a lasting effect on me. But will something like that happen to you. Idk maybe we cannot influence it but sometimes just doing something after making a snap decision leads somewhere. It can be other drugs, it can be just talking to a random stranger or for that matter your oneitis if you ever had one (can also be massive sui fuel) or it can be just randomly deciding to take a 200 miles walk.
Yeah ik , you were braver/more able and luckier than me mate ,I wish I did those
 
I feel the same way but not so much physically as mentally I just feel theres nothing in this life left for me except more pain and agony.
 
I feel the same way but not so much physically as mentally I just feel theres nothing in this life left for me except more pain and agony.
It becomes physical a few months back and it doesn’t fucking end :feelscry:
 
Yeah ik , you were braver/more able and luckier than me mate ,I wish I did those
yeah I am brave and you can only be brave if you are scared but if you eventually commit sui you have to be more brave than me
 
I’ve feeling like a dead man for a month now, feel absolutely horrible, my heart literally hurts everyday

i think my subhumanity will kill me soon ,I wish I was lucky and privileged :feelsbadman::cryfeels::feelscry:

i really think I’m a gonner soon
Brutally over. Hopefully the next life serves you well.
 
Same with the heavy heart thing. It has devolved into a physical pain as well as emotional pain.
 
if you dont wageslave work in a restaurant as a waiter, foids and normies can be nice or at least tolerate you so you feel less lonely
Wouldn’t suggest this for ugly men :feelskek:
 
Also I can absolutely understand that you dont have any motivation maybe to apply for a wagecuck job or something or that you in general have no hope at all. And thats why the first thing I did which gave me the initial life fuel I required to do more advanced things was to go to postitutes and at that point I was very close to sui already

Same man, I was down pretty bad until I found a job and I started using my new money for copes such as junk food and escorts.
 
This is life when you are born ugly destined to be incel, just suffering in every corner of life
 
Brutal shit. Wish you the best.
 
I’ve feeling like a dead man for a month now, feel absolutely horrible, my heart literally hurts everyday

i think my subhumanity will kill me soon ,I wish I was lucky and privileged :feelsbadman::cryfeels::feelscry:

i really think I’m a gonner soon
Lower blood pressure and improved vascular health daily regiment:

Vitamin C (1000-2000mg), Collagen (2500mg), Vitamin D+K (1000IU + 120mcg), Zinc (25mg), Reservatrol (200mg), Niacin (500mg twice a day), Coenzyme Q10 (200mg).

30-60 minute nightwalk every night.
 
Lower blood pressure and improved vascular health daily regiment:

Vitamin C (1000-2000mg), Collagen (2500mg), Vitamin D+K (1000IU + 120mcg), Zinc (25mg), Reservatrol (200mg), Niacin (500mg twice a day), Coenzyme Q10 (200mg).

30-60 minute nightwalk every night.
Cutting out processed junk is important as well.
 
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Same man, I was down pretty bad until I found a job and I started using my new money for copes such as junk food and escorts.
I’ll probably buy a stupid fantasy cope book probably
 

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