I know I'm just another loser ranting about these stuff but I feel like God really hates me. I like to have friends and a partner but I can't have them due to my looks and bland personality and social anxiety and autism, I also love fps games but I'm really bad at them no matter how hard I try to become better.
I want to have a job so bad but I'm stuck with attending college or else becoming homeless.
And it's not like I can easily find and share a place with other dudes and find a regular job as economy is so fucking terrible in this shitty country plus I know I would get scammed and treated like shit because people naturally think less of me.
I know if I was good looking enought half these problems would get solved cause I would either not care and feel good about myself or people would just assume I'm like cool and they would put more opportunities in front of me.
I want to have a job so bad but I'm stuck with attending college or else becoming homeless.
And it's not like I can easily find and share a place with other dudes and find a regular job as economy is so fucking terrible in this shitty country plus I know I would get scammed and treated like shit because people naturally think less of me.
I know if I was good looking enought half these problems would get solved cause I would either not care and feel good about myself or people would just assume I'm like cool and they would put more opportunities in front of me.
