It's Over I feel like I would go into psychosis if I actually got laid

[ONION BURPS]

If I got a girl to fuck me after 26 years of no sex, I'd probably become schizoid. While in the act, hitting it doggy style, I think my mind would shatter. It would feel like a hallucination. I might be too far gone to even enjoy it. This is partly why I don't want to escort max. I genuinely don't know if it would be too overwhelming and I pass out or something.

 

[FoidSSlayer88]

immediate heart attack upon penetration

 

[ONION BURPS]

immediate heart attack upon penetration

TBH

 

[Cock'nBalls]

TBH

are you 70 years old?

 

[Karakol96]

Id start shaking uncontrollably if a woman kissed me or held my hand

 

[Redbeard7]

"It would feel like a hallucination."

Relatable. Given years/decades of failure it feels as though the universe won't allow us to succeed, as though our lives are an ironic cosmic punishment. We don't believe we can win (at least deep down), whether that's rational or not. So if we won, our conception of ourselves and the universe would be radically altered. Personally I think that's something to aspire toward, given the situation.​